The day is near.

[cyanol]

My preferred method was N but it has to be shipped, and it takes too long. Regarding when to ctb, there was not many options. So I changed my method to hanging.

I might ctb today or 2 weeks later. (At 6:00am if converted to UTC+0)
I will provide an update until 5/31 if I fail and end up alive.

I was not that active here, so I do wonder if this thread would get replies at all. Please keep in mind that not having any detailed plan on this site doesn't mean the decision was rushed. It's just that I am lazy. And that I become anxious when giving a speech or writing on an open forum.

Thanks for reading and sorry for my bad english.

 

[nightshow]

i hope you find peace

 

[xo777]

It's okay you don't owe us any speech or justification, we understand.
I'm sorry for all the pain you have experienced in life that brought you to this point and I wish you nothing but the best and safe travels.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[DrownFeather]

i wish you peace wherever you will end in, and hopefully you get your desired goal, life must be grateful to have peoples like you around

 

[rabbitlinnt10]

good luck it'll all be okay soon

 

[cyanol]

Update:

Attempted partial 3 times only to fail. Thought that I found the sweet spot but it didn't work, and now I'm still here typing. It's a shame.

No one will care but just in case.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I hope you find the peace desired