Discussion the collection

[Life_and_Death]

i was just about to cut when i looked down at my arm. i noticed that the scars were becoming more and more visible. and i remembered when i could cut and theyd disappear in a week.

idk it just kind of feels like a collection to me. like how one might have a collection of stamps...

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Have had friends say this before. Sometimes we get so used to doing something that we know we should not, that it becomes a hobby for us. For example, whenever I am out and about I keep myself motivated to keep moving by looking at my environment and thinking of ways I could die in any fashion. In its own dark way, its comforting. But it certainly doesn't help,