Superdeterminist
Enlightened
- Apr 5, 2020
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Both valid points. With point one, I think they'd feel like you've intentionally left them alone if your body wasn't found and you disappeared mysteriously. I guess I'm just considering that if you wanted to make it look like you disappeared, they would be wondering where you went for the longest time. What if your kids grow older (however old they are) and one day decide to look for you? I'm in no way trying to inflict guilt. If your body was found, of course it would hurt them deeply, but they would get their peace of mind.
That's the hard thing with ctb. I don't want to leave that legacy behind either and would also like to make it seem like I've disappeared. At the same time, I would like my body to be found so that I can be cremated and "fully" leave this world.
My country is full of single parent households. A lot of dead beat dads. My wife will eventually assume I bailed on her and adjust accordingly. It will take time since we're quite a strong couple but people change unexpectedly all the time. I hate that my daughter will grow up hating her runaway dad but what do you do? Better dead beat than dead on purpose.Both valid points. With point one, I think they'd feel like you've intentionally left them alone if your body wasn't found and you disappeared mysteriously. I guess I'm just considering that if you wanted to make it look like you disappeared, they would be wondering where you went for the longest time. What if your kids grow older (however old they are) and one day decide to look for you? I'm in no way trying to inflict guilt. If your body was found, of course it would hurt them deeply, but they would get their peace of mind.
That's the hard thing with ctb. I don't want to leave that legacy behind either and would also like to make it seem like I've disappeared. At the same time, I would like my body to be found so that I can be cremated and "fully" leave this world.
I envy this attitude. Sometimes I wish I was more like this.I absolutely don't care who would see me once I'm gone.
Sounds rough. I hope you get justice.Yes. I committed a non-violent offense which is innocuous, maybe even arguably beneficial to society. They turned a guy who is otherwise peaceful and law-abiding and wanting to contribute to the world, into a criminal. My lawyer will try to get the case dropped but there is no guarantee. I will ctb rather than get tried as a criminal and paraded around in cuffs.
I personally think it's better to know it's a suicide then others assuming you were a dead beat based on what you had said -- however, that's me and I totally respect where you're coming from!My country is full of single parent households. A lot of dead beat dads. My wife will eventually assume I bailed on her and adjust accordingly. It will take time since we're quite a strong couple but people change unexpectedly all the time. I hate that my daughter will grow up hating her runaway dad but what do you do? Better dead beat than dead on purpose.
Ctb is awful in regard to the ones you leave behind. Maybe if I could figure out a legit way to make it look accidental. I've really been looking into that of late. Any ideas?
I envy this attitude. Sometimes I wish I was more like this.
Sounds rough. I hope you get justice.
I may have gone overboard with the dead beat dad thing, but I see you got my point. I'm not decided yet about ctb. I'm at that crossroads where I'm not sure if I'll go on or down below.I personally think it's better to know it's a suicide then others assuming you were a dead beat based on what you had said -- however, that's me and I totally respect where you're coming from!
There is a pandemic going on and things happen accidentally all of the time. I don't have any ideas in mind but I guess that too depends on what method you were planning on. If it was "messy" or not
There's an overwhelming lean towards allowing your body to be found so that loved ones can get closure. I'm actually starting to reconsider my stance. Glad I started this thread guys.To be honest, it would probably be more traumatic for my family if no body was ever found. My mother tends to assume the worst in everything so she'd probably believe I'm a victim of human trafficking and would probably torture herself every day for years praying for me. I don't really care what they identify the cause of death, but I cringe to think about one of those dopey memorials about "what a sad loss of someone so young and with so much potential." FOAD with that shit.
I like the gradually distancing part. I've been doing that with my extended family for almost 3 years now.I don't want to be found, not because I'm concerned about traumatizing anyone, but because I simply like the idea of disappearing into nothing. Of course I also don't want some huge missing persons situation... Which is why I will either: A) Gradually distance myself from everyone so they don't notice my absence, or B) write a note instructing people not to look for me, and hope they actually listen
A quotable statement if I ever heard one. It's true, people rarely give you closure. Plus I'd also hate to leave a mess behind for others to clean up. I'd rather have nature do it the way it was intended.Suicide is just ghosting in real life.