CarbonMonoxide
Marejeo ni ngamani
- Oct 13, 2019
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Hi guys. Here's the reason for my thread, I'd like to hear your thoughts on the following:
Do you want your body to be found or not?
Hear me out. I've come across cases of ctb where the person does it close to home or even in the house. This has always horrified me because of the impact on unwitting loved ones. Even if you ctb a thousand miles from home, authorities will always find you and report the cause of death as suicide to loved ones.
I've always had a problem with this. My ideal ctb would be in a wilderness (plenty of those in my country) where chances of being found are slim to none. I don't want my body to be found. Here are the reasons:
1. I'd rather my family members think I disappeared mysteriously. It hurts to imagine my wife and kid living with the fact that I intentionally left them alone.
2. Call it false pride, but I'd rather not leave a legacy of suicide. I'd rather not have people thinking I killed myself.
What do you think? Would you want to be found? Would you want your cause of death to be identified as ctb?
Do you want your body to be found or not?
Hear me out. I've come across cases of ctb where the person does it close to home or even in the house. This has always horrified me because of the impact on unwitting loved ones. Even if you ctb a thousand miles from home, authorities will always find you and report the cause of death as suicide to loved ones.
I've always had a problem with this. My ideal ctb would be in a wilderness (plenty of those in my country) where chances of being found are slim to none. I don't want my body to be found. Here are the reasons:
1. I'd rather my family members think I disappeared mysteriously. It hurts to imagine my wife and kid living with the fact that I intentionally left them alone.
2. Call it false pride, but I'd rather not leave a legacy of suicide. I'd rather not have people thinking I killed myself.
What do you think? Would you want to be found? Would you want your cause of death to be identified as ctb?