InNaga'sName
Melancholic Monk
- Dec 17, 2018
- 7
I'm needing to escape this dull life before Christmas. Preferably before Thursday. I've decided that short drop, or the partial suspension hanging is my best option since it seems like it'll be painless enough. However, I have a dilemma.
The only items I really have access to are my computer cords, a necktie, and a belt (even then, my dad isn't ever home so I might not have on handy.) I'm young so I can't just buy my own rope. My mother would ask questions. What would be the best thing to hang myself with?
As for how I'll do it, my options are my doorknob, the metal railing from by bed headboard, or I could hang myself from the rails of a sturdy metal shelf at my work. I'll explain the metal shelf at my work right now.
So I work at a grocery store in the dairy department. I basically sit in the back and stock milk all day. In it is a huge, strong metal shelf that we keep backstock products on. The room is quiet, and no one really comes back there- especially at night. I'd be all alone for a good while. I will have easy access to a necktie too, since it's part of uniform. Would that be too risky? There is a security camera in the refrigerator room I work in, but the managers rarely ever watch the security cameras.
Also, how can I make sure my survival instinct kicking in doesn't intervene with my attempt? I have no access to antidepressants or alcohol.
I really hope someone can assist me. I need an out ASAP because a whole bunch of family will be coming up for Christmas and I won't ever have alone time after that.
The only items I really have access to are my computer cords, a necktie, and a belt (even then, my dad isn't ever home so I might not have on handy.) I'm young so I can't just buy my own rope. My mother would ask questions. What would be the best thing to hang myself with?
As for how I'll do it, my options are my doorknob, the metal railing from by bed headboard, or I could hang myself from the rails of a sturdy metal shelf at my work. I'll explain the metal shelf at my work right now.
So I work at a grocery store in the dairy department. I basically sit in the back and stock milk all day. In it is a huge, strong metal shelf that we keep backstock products on. The room is quiet, and no one really comes back there- especially at night. I'd be all alone for a good while. I will have easy access to a necktie too, since it's part of uniform. Would that be too risky? There is a security camera in the refrigerator room I work in, but the managers rarely ever watch the security cameras.
Also, how can I make sure my survival instinct kicking in doesn't intervene with my attempt? I have no access to antidepressants or alcohol.
I really hope someone can assist me. I need an out ASAP because a whole bunch of family will be coming up for Christmas and I won't ever have alone time after that.
