Sleeper System
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- May 5, 2022
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It feels like it's coming from under the center of your torso. An aching sort of throbbing that you seem to not be able to reach and sooth no matter how hard you try.
That's the internal manifestation of trying to live with depression. Sometimes you're able to forget the weight of it and go about your life. Other times you feel it scratching at the surface trying to break through and just suppressing it takes a good deal of effort.
Never the less, it's always there. And you're aware of it. It's almost too tempting to just let the dam break and let all your sadness and self pity escape.
Depression is a unique scar on a person. It's not the kind that fully heals and just leaves a mark. It's a wound that remains rather fresh and always susceptible to infection if you don't keep an eye on it. Such a pain.
That's the internal manifestation of trying to live with depression. Sometimes you're able to forget the weight of it and go about your life. Other times you feel it scratching at the surface trying to break through and just suppressing it takes a good deal of effort.
Never the less, it's always there. And you're aware of it. It's almost too tempting to just let the dam break and let all your sadness and self pity escape.
Depression is a unique scar on a person. It's not the kind that fully heals and just leaves a mark. It's a wound that remains rather fresh and always susceptible to infection if you don't keep an eye on it. Such a pain.
