Thanks guys

[Lmd]

I'm finally taking my SN. I can't make a superlong thread talking about how I feel because I don't know it and I don't want to go deep to find out. I wish things were more interesting but since I can take a peaceful option I'm gonna do it in. The time I spend here was really enjoyable and I learned a lot. Thanks for making me company this year, you were good imaginary friends.

 

[hʚll]

i hope a peaceful passing and no more suffering

 

[BreakTheCycle]

Hey,
so your time has already come. If this is what u rly want to do I'm sure that u'll have a peaceful exit with dignity.
I wish u the very best for your upcoming task and hope SI won't kick in too hard.
You'r going to find the peace u deserve, that's something I'm 100% sure about.
Safe travels

"I am going to put myself to sleep now for a bit longer than usual. Call it Eternity."
-JERZY KOSINSKI

 

[Cannedbones]

I wish you peace

 

[Lmd]

Hey,
so your time has already come. If this is what u rly want to do I'm sure that u'll have a peaceful exit with dignity.
I wish u the very best for your upcoming task and hope SI won't kick in too hard.
You'r going to find the peace u deserve, that's something I'm 100% sure about.
Safe travels

"I am going to put myself to sleep now for a bit longer than usual. Call it Eternity."
-JERZY KOSINSKI

I'm tired even for having SI how's that. I'm preparing the stuff so don't traumatize the one who's gonna find me and I'm feeling nothing. God I wish I can do the same as you. I guess sleep is fine too, thanks for the words

 

[whywere]

Wishing you peace and love in this world and beyond.

Walter

 

[Amumu]

You are one of my favourite posters on SaSu. Always kind and clever.

I'm really sorry life has brought you to this. Hugs and love.

 

[Fakereality]

Hey wish you peace, tranquility and relief,you are a very nice person it's sad that life has brought you to this point.

 

[Midgardsorm]

We are the ones who thank you, Lmd.

I'm sorry that life led you to this. For us, life was never fair to begin with.

I wish you peace, may all your problems vanish as soon you leave this cursed place.
While you're in the sky, shining brighter than ever, look after us, you will be in our hearts.

Until the day we meet again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Lmd]

I'm in peace and calm, I think, I don't know. Cleaning the house make me had another episode where I dissociate from reality. Feels good. Thanks for the good wishes.

 

[Makko]

Preparation for teleportation can be started

 

[Fehler]

I really appreciate the time we spent talking, I would never have opened up so much with someone without knowing them in person, but I don't know…you are very nice and you gave me good vibes from the beginning.
We have known each other for almost a year...just the time that I have been independent and that I have been in this forum. Since then, you have been a great friend, the only one...
The time I stay here I will not forget you, because you have helped me a lot with your support and company. I hope you get the peace you want on the path you choose. I don't think we're going to see each other "on the other side", but I wouldn't mind at all. I wish you a smooth transition, friend.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Goodnight and goodbye. Wishing you peace

 

[Dead Meat]

I'll miss you Lmd wanna wish you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you the best and hope you find peace.

 

[it's_all_a_game]

Hope you find peace, friend.

 

[BreakTheCycle]

I'm tired even for having SI how's that. I'm preparing the stuff so don't traumatize the one who's gonna find me and I'm feeling nothing. God I wish I can do the same as you. I guess sleep is fine too, thanks for the words

Idk if this message reaches u but if not I'm sure we'll meet again to talk.
Being so tired that SI stopped working seems like rock bottom. So I guess your exit will be easy and with dignity. I'm happy about that.

And don't wish for something like this. U wanna ctb/did ctb. There wouldn't have been consequences. Not having to fear what comes afterwards makes us free. So the choice to ctb sets u free.

 

[Elysium Searcher]

I really enjoyed reading your post. Goodbye, I hope you will be free from suffering soon, in the way that you desire. Sending hugs

 

[Makko]

You should come back from the dead sometime to post in the comfy thread again.

 

[Lmd]

NNNgggg I really want to overshare because keeping things to myself is always hard and difficult but I can't do it because that would make anyone worry and fuck everything. This is annoying. I closed accounts that might cause trouble to others in the future. Do laundry, cleaning a bit, spending some time with friends and nothing I did the past two days was for myself or for trying to enjoy anything. It's all for the sake of others (at least that's what I'm trying)

I also think these days I tried to do some things to trigger my SI but it always leads to the same end paths. I ended up in the floor again thinking about life and about what I wanted and how nothing matters because I already have no money or place to be. I been having nightmares of how my life would be if I survive but I accepted everything so much that I don't care anymore. Yesterday I slept like a baby and if I survive well... I guess I can steal some chickens and move into an unoccupied house until I have a worse death.

I closed myself to everything good that could happen and denying what I already have for the sake of this momment and I can't enjoy death at all. I can't go to a comfy place or do something fun because I can't fool myself anymore. I wouldn't enjoy it because I know this momment is just the end of a destiny I'm imposed to myself for being unable to cope with my life and it doesn't matter because my own life is irrelevant. So I'm here waiting for my last meal doing what I always do. Just a normal day.

Idk if this message reaches u but if not I'm sure we'll meet again to talk.
Being so tired that SI stopped working seems like rock bottom. So I guess your exit will be easy and with dignity. I'm happy about that.

And don't wish for something like this. U wanna ctb/did ctb. There wouldn't have been consequences. Not having to fear what comes afterwards makes us free. So the choice to ctb sets u free.

We can talk and go to adventures once we are dead. I really want to discover new landscapes and you seems very nice.

I really appreciate the time we spent talking, I would never have opened up so much with someone without knowing them in person, but I don't know…you are very nice and you gave me good vibes from the beginning.
We have known each other for almost a year...just the time that I have been independent and that I have been in this forum. Since then, you have been a great friend, the only one...
The time I stay here I will not forget you, because you have helped me a lot with your support and company. I hope you get the peace you want on the path you choose. I don't think we're going to see each other "on the other side", but I wouldn't mind at all. I wish you a smooth transition, friend.

Me pones blandita... Siento haber sido una capulla contigo pero ahora te aprecio el triple. De lo mejor que me he llevado de aquí.

You should come back from the dead sometime to post in the comfy thread again.

If an afterlife exists I'll miss you too.

 

[BreakTheCycle]

We can talk and go to adventures once we are dead. I really want to discover new landscapes and you seems very nice.

W8 for me on the other side and let's sit down, talk and share a drink.
We create an amazing plan on how we conquer the world and see every single place that's out there just waiting for us to be discovered.