Thanks for all you're support x

[LostInTheWind]

Hi there, my name is Sean, i am 28 years old and from the South of England but now live in the North of England, all of you don't know me but i been reading the forums over the past few months, you have all indirectly supported me i have read thousands of posts on here which have gave me great comfort. A little bit about me, i was a normal british kid, until i got to my teens, i was sectioned in a mental hospital when i was 15 for a few months, i am now 28 years old, i have not spoke to any family in over three years, completely cut them off due my depression, i have recently had a child with my girlfriend, who is only 5 months old which breaks my heart as he will grow up without a dad. I feel like i am no longer myself and i've had enough of being tortured in my own mind, i have made my mind up, everyone is better off without me, my depression has finally ruined me and its won. I have severe depression, OCD, anxiety to which no one knows.

I will ctb in the early hours of this morning in the woods, i have everything prepared.

I just wanted to come on here and say you're not all alone, and i wish you all the best.

Bless you all and I'm sorry you're going through this x

 

[Soul]

Ohhh my, Sean - what a post! I'm touched by your empathy for others and devastated by your intent to walk into the night and leave your son half orphaned. I understand that this is something you've given thought to, not an impulse; I understand that you're suffering. But are you *sure* this is the way for you?
(((Hugs)))

 

[riverstyx]

Seems like you've made up your mind. I don't know if I should try to talk you out of it, or wish a good journey to the other side.

Don't forget the coin to pay the boatman

Journey well.

 

[Jolene40]

I wish so much there was something out there to ease your suffering. I imagine you've tried it all.

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Break on through to the other side friend. I'm sad you're leaving your little guy behind but understand completely the pain you're feeling. You just want it to be over.

 

[VikingWinger]

Sending my thoughts to you. I'm gonna do it in the woods to when the time is right.