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ninja_daryl

Member
Apr 11, 2020
7
Thanks for teaching me about SN and keeping me company. My SN has arrived. I must prepare. I had intended to document the ride, but I don't feel up to it.

See you out there.
 
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TheEndof

TheEndof

It's getting dark and it's getting cold
Dec 31, 2019
146
Godspeed!
 
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Lutembëe

Lutembëe

Student
Feb 19, 2020
140
Safe journey
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
I hope you have thought through and are sure this is what you want. Peace and love to you. :heart: :hug:
 
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x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
Good luck with your plan mate. May I ask you when are you planning to take SN?
 
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luna666

luna666

IBS/Depression/Anxiety/Panic Attacks
Apr 24, 2019
50
Hope you find the peace you're searching for!
 
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ninja_daryl

Member
Apr 11, 2020
7
I plan on tonight. In about 5 hours. I could take it now, after I complete my note. I might do that. Nobody is really going to check on me until I miss appointments.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Sounds like you are not doing any type of regimen, just SN? I'm curious bcuz i cannot do any regimen. I hope it is peaceful
 
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ninja_daryl

Member
Apr 11, 2020
7
Yeah, straight SN. I'm worried I'll throw up so I'm sending 50g up my ass in addition to drinking. I really want it to work.
I'm just going for it. I'm preparing the mixtures now.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,322
I wish you the best in whatever you choose!
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
I think even if you throw up, 25g drink has still proven to be fatal. I worry You'll want to shit as well doing enema.
 
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disabledandhopeless

disabledandhopeless

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2020
1,893
all the best :hug:
 
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ninja_daryl

Member
Apr 11, 2020
7
I've just administered both ends. taste Like sea water. I'm def gonna shit myself. My heart racing like excitement, vision fadin
 
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reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
Hope you pass peacefully :heart:
 
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x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
Are you feeling drowsy?
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
234
I've just administered both ends. taste Like sea water. I'm def gonna shit myself. My heart racing like excitement, vision fadin

Did it burn? Think you are the first person to do this? Well really hope it goes ok and peacefully as possible.
 
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oneofthoseyoudontwan

oneofthoseyoudontwan

Life has no meaning if you can't feel love
Mar 7, 2020
73
Wish you the best, love
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
@ninja_daryl ?? I hope you are at peace. If it's gone wrong call for help.
This did not sound pleasant at all. I once tried to ctb with potassium salts via enema and it was horrible. Please no one use SN in enema. It's so not necessary.
 
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ThisIsIt

ThisIsIt

Member
Apr 8, 2020
48
I hope you find peace OP. With that said, there's no shame in calling an ambulance. That combo sounds very unpleasant. I hope you're okay wherever you are.

And for anyone wondering about rectal administration of SN; it's a known laxative.

Sodium nitrite also has been used in human and veterinary medicine as a vasodilator, a bronchodilator, an intestinal relaxant or a laxative, and an antidote for cyanide poisoning.
 
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Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
468
Safe peaceful journey
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
see you on the bus
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
I hope you find peace OP. With that said, there's no shame in calling an ambulance. That combo sounds very unpleasant. I hope you're okay wherever you are.

And for anyone wondering about rectal administration of SN; it's a known laxative.
using anything rectally is absorbed much faster than ingesting and SN works fast enough orally. If this was real OP had immediate symptoms. No way to survive 50g rectally and 25 orally.
 
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Serenity

Serenity

Another Broken Spirit.
Feb 8, 2020
79
Rest easy :heart: :heart:
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Sorry you are ctb, I hope you have spoken to people you trust I hope you find peace.
 
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Secrets1

Specialist
Nov 18, 2019
355
Wow that was fast. Peace man, enjoy
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,130
hope your journey was a peaceful one. enjoy life on the other side
 
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muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
I hope you had a peaceful transition to the other side
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
Damn he really wanted to go. RIP
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Yup bet he is RIP bc of it. One of the most ready vibes I've ever got here
Said he was going to the minute he got it in previous post. I hate these. I wish somehow everyone had hope but life can be cruel
 
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