TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
276
Wish you eternal peace
 
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Sleepysam25

Sleepysam25

Member
Nov 15, 2020
23
I will try to keep this short & sweet as I don't like goodbyes and more so because I don't have much time left.

I have been using this forum since 2018, some will know my previous account on here, I self banned as I was sectioned under the mental health act & also tried to give life another chance having a break from everything. It was my last attempt at recovery. It failed and life is not for me, and I am not religious but I hope I will be reunited with my girlfriend who hung herself in 2018.

25g SN with 50ml of water x 4

Yes 4, reason of the 4 doses is because I have a 100g package and failure is not a option so an overkill is more comforting for me, also if I am sick I have four doses one after the other. I am only taking 20mg Olanzapine with it as that is what I am currently on.

I have not had food for 32 hours, which is enough torture.

I will drink tonight at 12:00AM Monday, UK time. Which is in just over 3 hours time.

I have gave a trusted friend & member on here, my family's social media account names so he can confirm my passing.

My last ever two gifs,

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Thank you to every single member on here for just being you & I hope I made someone smile along the way.

I will miss you all. Goodbye & take care x
Goodluck mate! :) Tbh I envy you.. soon you'll be peacefully asleep and we'll still be here fighting wars with ourselves but hopefully not for long. I'm truly happy for you and wish you safe travels, goodbye.
 
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dropdeadfred

dropdeadfred

Boarding the bus to Everlasting Dreamland ♡
Oct 19, 2020
256
I will remember you. :heart:
 
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DaughterOfCamus

DaughterOfCamus

Member
Nov 6, 2020
12
Wishing you peace and a safe journey. My ticket is for a few hours after yours so maybe you can save me a seat.
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,156
:heart:
 
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
I hope you find your peace, wishing you safe travels and comfort. And those gifs are beautiful, thank you for sharing with us. Good luck on your journey, sending many hugs! :hug::hug:
 
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Nurse T

Student
Aug 23, 2020
100
So sorry you feel this is the only way for you, may you rest in peace xx
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
363
We've nevet spoke but I wish you nothing but peace and love. Swift travels. :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
Safe travels friend, I hope you'll find peace :hug: :heart:
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,284
Wishing you a quick and painless passing to eternal peace.
 
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AbsoluteNothingness

AbsoluteNothingness

permanent eternal absoluteNONexistenceNOTHINGness
Dec 17, 2019
86
Wishing you luck. Hope it's quick and painless.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,589
Good luck. I truly hope you find the peace you seek and your journey to it is smooth.
 
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succor

succor

tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
Oct 28, 2020
104
I pray you find a swift and painless exit. I pray you find peace and stillness in your heart of hearts. You are heard and loved.
 
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Konjac

Konjac

Specialist
Oct 25, 2020
300
Safe travels, friend. I hope you find peace. :heart:
 
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infinitelove

infinitelove

Member
Sep 23, 2020
31
Good luck and journey well :heart:
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
800
I wish you peace.:hug:
 
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depressedsally

depressedsally

Dead
Nov 6, 2020
235
I will try to keep this short & sweet as I don't like goodbyes and more so because I don't have much time left.

I have been using this forum since 2018, some will know my previous account on here, I self banned as I was sectioned under the mental health act & also tried to give life another chance having a break from everything. It was my last attempt at recovery. It failed and life is not for me, and I am not religious but I hope I will be reunited with my girlfriend who hung herself in 2018.

25g SN with 50ml of water x 4

Yes 4, reason of the 4 doses is because I have a 100g package and failure is not a option so an overkill is more comforting for me, also if I am sick I have four doses one after the other. I am only taking 20mg Olanzapine with it as that is what I am currently on.

I have not had food for 32 hours, which is enough torture.

I will drink tonight at 12:00AM Monday, UK time. Which is in just over 3 hours time.

I have gave a trusted friend & member on here, my family's social media account names so he can confirm my passing.

My last ever two gifs,

200.gif


CalculatingFatalAntelope-size_restricted.gif


Thank you to every single member on here for just being you & I hope I made someone smile along the way.

I will miss you all. Goodbye & take care x
Safe journey
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,274
Goodbye

:heart::heart::heart:
 
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Deleted member 23586

Deleted member 23586

Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
Nov 8, 2020
208
Oh fuck I missed you..... Damn it. I'm so sorry. Ty for being you. Please have a safe travel my little baby. *the biggest hug in the world. I hope you're at peace.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
826
I hope you are able to find that peaceful sleep that we all crave. Goodbye, friend. :heart:

 
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Astronomer

Astronomer

GIF Geek
Oct 6, 2020
149
Thank you everyone for the kind messages, I see them all & I see all the love & thoughtfulness.

I will take the first dose in 5 minutes time. I am scared but feel at peace like I've never experienced before.

Moderators can cross my name out.

I will try to post again in a few minutes but I cannot promise to do so.

:heart:
 
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W3akCr3atur3

W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
357
Thank you everyone for the kind messages, I see them all & I see all the love & thoughtfulness.

I will take the first dose in 5 minutes time. I am scared but feel at peace like I've never experienced before.

Moderators can cross my name out.

I will try to post again in a few minutes but I cannot promise to do so.

:heart:
Sorry to hear this. I wish you eternal peace. Glad that you can finally end all of the pain and problems :hug:
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
798
May the stars guide you on your journey
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
769
until our paths cross again, friend.
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
214
We are here with you, and for you, , our dear friend.
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
192
Safe journey young Jedi, may the force be with you ❤️
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
He was last seen 9 minutes after his last message. Rest in peace.
 
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LonelyDude15

LonelyDude15

Currently Spiraling
Sep 26, 2020
277
Sounds like you know what you're doing. Hope for the best.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
I hope that you've found the peace you seek :heart:
 
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Leaving-Soon

Leaving-Soon

Member
Nov 9, 2020
71
I hope you had a peaceful journey, Astronomer.
 
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