Venting Thank you for accepting me

[Willto]

Thank you for accepting me in this forum. Been suecidal a long time. I have SN, antiemedics, valium at hand and I m planning to use it every day, but the fear of failure and pain holds me back. Every day feels like I'm at the edge of a cliff. My life is detoriating every second. Wish I was not here. While here working on my courage to get it done.

 

[MidnightDream]

Hey, welcome to the site. I'm really sorry for whatever's brought you to this point, but I'm glad you've found us. Sending you so much love and peace

 

[whywere]

Hello and welcome! It is so darn nice having you here. Hopefully you find everything and everyone as helpful as it has been for me.

SS is just so non-judgmental, caring and kind.

Again, welcome and sending you lots of well wishes, caring and have a great upcoming weekend.

Walter

 

[evolutionerror]

Welcome aboard. I can relate to how you're feeling, I'm sure a lot of people here can. Everyday I wake up and it's almost the first thing I think about. When the time is right you'll be ready.

Wishing you the best, have a good weekend.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life really can be so cruel and I get that it can be so dreadful when life just continues to get worse, day after day. I understand your wish to be free from this world. At least you have the option of a way to leave for when the time feels right but I know that it can be a difficult situation to be in when all that you want is to be gone, yet you have fears associated with ctb. Dying really isn't easy after all. I wish you the best.

 

[Maudlin]

Thank you for accepting me in this forum. Been suecidal a long time. I have SN, antiemedics, valium at hand and I m planning to use it every day, but the fear of failure and pain holds me back. Every day feels like I'm at the edge of a cliff. My life is detoriating every second. Wish I was not here. While here working on my courage to get it done.

I can relate. I have the means, I have the ends... Just not the will (yet).

I keep telling myself I'm just working out the details. Telling myself to take my time.

Time hurts.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

welcome and pop by the chat rooms sometime.