Thank you and Goodbye

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message 'He is Dead'.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

~W.H Auden

 

[BurningLights]

Good luck and sleep easy kind stranger. I hope you find the peace you long for.

 

[Weeping Garbage Can]

The best of luck! I hope everything goes well and that you a peaceful passing.

 

[starcrossedfate]

Safest of travels, Tokyojoe.

 

[TheLastTrip]

I understand completely about the exhaustion, I hope it all goes smoothly and you find your peace gazing out at Mount Fuji.

 

[worldexploder]

I wish you the very best man!

 

[Rose]

Sorry you got the hand that was dealt.
Wishing you luck & a peaceful slumber!

 

[Fucking loving it]

Sounds like a good way to go. Enjoy your eternal peace.

 

[longingforrelease]

I hope you can find solace in knowing that your time of rest is coming.

 

[wanttodie]

The best of luck!

 

[1234dave]

Sounds lovely. Very jealous.

Best wishes

 

[DeletedUser4739]

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message 'He is Dead'.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

~W.H Auden

Beautiful choice. That is a strikingly poignant poem.

 

[Jai]

The time has come, there is no way to carry on any more. I am too broken to be fixed and too tired to continue.

I have booked my hotel for 3 nights and have my N ready. I will be checking in tomorrow and plan to do it on the second day of my stay after I enjoy some good food and sake. I will have a private onsen which overlooks Mt. Fuji, a place very special to my heart. I have met many wonderful people here, pls forgive me for not saying goodbye to each of you individually and the site has given me peace in my final days. Thank you and I wish you all peace and the best of luck be it in life or death.

Yt
I am exhausted, I need a long rest.

Enjoy your days and I'm happy for you it will be in a place that's dear too you when you decide to pass your not alone we will all be hoping you pass over peacefully and gain the rest you desire will you well friend

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

I know this is about the time for your planned exit. I hope you managed to have some fun in your last days. I shall miss our conversations and your guidance. Rest easy now and leave all your sorrows and struggles behind.

 

[rabid_squirrel]

Yesterday his staff told me his phone went off,and nobody could find him,his staff asked me his whereabouts,but I couldn't say anything,bc I couldn't betray his trust.

I can't contact him anymore,bc he wiped all his apps and messages after he said goodbye to me.And he didn't reply to me or his staff's email.So I think I'd post here,since this is the place he's most comfortable with in his final days.

I was there with him in his final moment.It's much harder than I thought,I thought I was numb to death,but seeing a friend go was so hard.I know he's in a better place now where all we want to be,all his pain and sufferings are gone now,but still it's heart wrenching.I hadn't cried so hard like that for such a long time.I still can't control my tears today.

I asked him not to push himself,he said at some point we had to.He said this was a lonely path.Indeed,other people could have their friends and families surround them at their death bed,they'd die in love,but for us the road of suicide is destined to be lonely.

I was glad and honored to be his company in his final moments,no matter how little comfort I could provide to him.

Even though our time together was short,we shared our dirty secrets that we rarely tell other people in real world and those awkward,sad,happy,regrettable moments in life,those things that we'd only tell the closest friends.

It's so strange how death can bring people close,we'd never cross road under different circumstances.And we'd probably never be close friends, at least for me,I wouldn't be able to trust someone I knew so short bc of my insecurity.It's a relief to be completely honest and frank with someone,to be one true self.

He's really one of the kindest people.He cared about me and was protective of me,even we were of similar ages,he said he felt as if he were a father to me,he couldn't bear watching me walk into danger.Even at his final moment,he still worried about me and went out of his way to make sure I was taken care of. He's like the loving father and brother I've never had.I will cherish this forever.

I secretly wish he were still alive,I know I'm being selfish,but I just can't control my feelings.I have sent two emails to him today,hoping some miracle might happen.But there's only dead silence.

i guess this is my final tribute to you,my dear friend and brother.I know your father would be very proud of you,you'd tried all you could to build your life.You are a true warrior!

 

[TAW122]

Yesterday his staff told me his phone went off,and nobody could find him,his staff asked me his whereabouts,but I couldn't say anything,bc I couldn't betray his trust.

I can't contact him anymore,bc he wiped all his apps and messages after he said goodbye to me.And he didn't reply to me or his staff's email.So I think I'd post here,since this is the place he's most comfortable with in his final days.

I was there with him in his final moment.It's much harder than I thought,I thought I was numb to death,but seeing a friend go was so hard.I know he's in a better place now where all we want to be,all his pain and sufferings are gone now,but still it's heart wrenching.I hadn't cried so hard like that for such a long time.I still can't control my tears today.

I asked him not to push himself,he said at some point we had to.He said this was a lonely path.Indeed,other people could have their friends and families surround them at their death bed,they'd die in love,but for us the road of suicide is destined to be lonely.

I was glad and honored to be his company in his final moments,no matter how little comfort I could provide to him.

Even though our time together was short,we shared our dirty secrets that we rarely tell other people in real world and those awkward,sad,happy,regrettable moments in life,those things that we'd only tell the closest friends.

It's so strange how death can bring people close,we'd never cross road under different circumstances.And we'd probably never be close friends, at least for me,I wouldn't be able to trust someone I knew so short bc of my insecurity.It's a relief to be completely honest and frank with someone,to be one true self.

He's really one of the kindest people.He cared about me and was protective of me,even we were of similar ages,he said he felt as if he were a father to me,he couldn't bear watching me walk into danger.Even at his final moment,he still worried about me and went out of his way to make sure I was taken care of. He's like the loving father and brother I've never had.I will cherish this forever.

I secretly wish he were still alive,I know I'm being selfish,but I just can't control my feelings.I have sent two emails to him today,hoping some miracle might happen.But there's only dead silence.

i guess this is my final tribute to you,my dear friend and brother.I know your father would be very proud of you,you'd tried all you could to build your life.You are a true warrior!

This is a great tribute. Death is never easy for anyone and it is a part of human nature to want to still have someone, especially one that is close to you to still be around. I'm glad that he is truly at peace now and while it is hard for you to come to terms with the situation, I believe you may find some comfort that he is no longer suffering and that he has been a great friend to you during his time alive.

 

[Toxic Person]

The time has come, there is no way to carry on any more. I am too broken to be fixed and too tired to continue.

I have booked my hotel for 3 nights and have my N ready. I will be checking in tomorrow and plan to do it on the second day of my stay after I enjoy some good food and sake. I will have a private onsen which overlooks Mt. Fuji, a place very special to my heart. I have met many wonderful people here, pls forgive me for not saying goodbye to each of you individually and the site has given me peace in my final days. Thank you and I wish you all peace and the best of luck be it in life or death.

I am exhausted, I need a long rest.

I wish u good luck and peace <3

 

[longingforrelease]

Yesterday his staff told me his phone went off,and nobody could find him,his staff asked me his whereabouts,but I couldn't say anything,bc I couldn't betray his trust.

I can't contact him anymore,bc he wiped all his apps and messages after he said goodbye to me.And he didn't reply to me or his staff's email.So I think I'd post here,since this is the place he's most comfortable with in his final days.

I was there with him in his final moment.It's much harder than I thought,I thought I was numb to death,but seeing a friend go was so hard.I know he's in a better place now where all we want to be,all his pain and sufferings are gone now,but still it's heart wrenching.I hadn't cried so hard like that for such a long time.I still can't control my tears today.

I asked him not to push himself,he said at some point we had to.He said this was a lonely path.Indeed,other people could have their friends and families surround them at their death bed,they'd die in love,but for us the road of suicide is destined to be lonely.

I was glad and honored to be his company in his final moments,no matter how little comfort I could provide to him.

Even though our time together was short,we shared our dirty secrets that we rarely tell other people in real world and those awkward,sad,happy,regrettable moments in life,those things that we'd only tell the closest friends.

It's so strange how death can bring people close,we'd never cross road under different circumstances.And we'd probably never be close friends, at least for me,I wouldn't be able to trust someone I knew so short bc of my insecurity.It's a relief to be completely honest and frank with someone,to be one true self.

He's really one of the kindest people.He cared about me and was protective of me,even we were of similar ages,he said he felt as if he were a father to me,he couldn't bear watching me walk into danger.Even at his final moment,he still worried about me and went out of his way to make sure I was taken care of. He's like the loving father and brother I've never had.I will cherish this forever.

I secretly wish he were still alive,I know I'm being selfish,but I just can't control my feelings.I have sent two emails to him today,hoping some miracle might happen.But there's only dead silence.

i guess this is my final tribute to you,my dear friend and brother.I know your father would be very proud of you,you'd tried all you could to build your life.You are a true warrior!

thank you so much for sharing that. It is indeed a beautiful tribute. I trust he's at peace. Now I hope you find peace of you own, either here or beyond.

 

[blindstatue]

He's been confirmed dead now by his staff.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Rest in peace.

 

[Amira]

Rest in peace.

 

[Iwant2sleepforever]

Im glad you found the peace you were looking for.

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

Miss you, man.

 

[Hunter]

Rest In Peace.