liverpoolfan
Student
- Jun 10, 2019
- 189
Hello everyone. First post so forgive any errors in tone or style.
A few years ago Thailand was one of the easiest places to buy Nembutal - to the point that vets had signs outside welcoming Australian pensioners looking to CTB.
Now all that is over and according to a Thai friend of mine whose friend is a vet, vets don't even use it any more for euthanasia.
I've been living in Thailand for 6 months and am frustrated at the seeming impossibility of getting N (I even have a bottle in my fridge in the UK but I'm not suicidal enough to try and get THAT through Thai Customs....)
Anyway, the point of this ramble is to ask if there are any other members living in Thailand or anyone who knows where or how to get hold of either N or fentanyl or some other send you to sleep agent - or even getting hold of a revolver (black market I guess as I'm a farang). I can't face hanging and I'm too scared to drown or jump.
I really don't want to have to travel back to the UK for my N as it's the breakdown of my life there that led to this in the first place (plus I only have one bottle and I'm not sure it will be enough as even at 51 I'm a pretty strong chap (i can do 440lb pull downs) and weigh almost 16 stone.)
So... If you got to the end of this, thank you for bearing with me. If you can offer any useful suggestions or info thanks even more!
A few years ago Thailand was one of the easiest places to buy Nembutal - to the point that vets had signs outside welcoming Australian pensioners looking to CTB.
Now all that is over and according to a Thai friend of mine whose friend is a vet, vets don't even use it any more for euthanasia.
I've been living in Thailand for 6 months and am frustrated at the seeming impossibility of getting N (I even have a bottle in my fridge in the UK but I'm not suicidal enough to try and get THAT through Thai Customs....)
Anyway, the point of this ramble is to ask if there are any other members living in Thailand or anyone who knows where or how to get hold of either N or fentanyl or some other send you to sleep agent - or even getting hold of a revolver (black market I guess as I'm a farang). I can't face hanging and I'm too scared to drown or jump.
I really don't want to have to travel back to the UK for my N as it's the breakdown of my life there that led to this in the first place (plus I only have one bottle and I'm not sure it will be enough as even at 51 I'm a pretty strong chap (i can do 440lb pull downs) and weigh almost 16 stone.)
So... If you got to the end of this, thank you for bearing with me. If you can offer any useful suggestions or info thanks even more!