
greyblue_bian
2x Failed CTB Member
- Jun 10, 2022
- 184
I want to text him now but there's nothing I want or need to say to him and I don't want to talk to him anymore. I got the answers I needed regarding everything he did to me. However, I don't actually want to go without saying bye to him or just saying something to him. Like, I hope you're fine or something even though I shouldn't because he doesn't actually care whether or not I'm alive + fucked me up even more and treated me like shit. But, I still want to say something. I do/did love him so I think that's the only reason why I want to. I'm not wanting or going to tell him what I'm doing, though. Just thinking of dropping in and out the day when I CTB so when he just leaves me on read, I'm not hurt anymore or if he tries luring me back in just to use me I won't go back.
Sorry, I completely forgot to put that by "him" I mean my ex. Also, I'm just looking for some relating people or some advice from this.
Sorry, I completely forgot to put that by "him" I mean my ex. Also, I'm just looking for some relating people or some advice from this.
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