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roguetrader

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Feb 17, 2021
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Cliff notes - that stuff is strong! Taste sucks but "doable". I don't think you can make the 200ml youre supposed to ingest taste ok at all, but can make the after taste after it's all ingested be a bit more decent.

I tried just around 3ml and passed out after what I think was about 15-25 minutes but woke up around 4.5 hours later. Was kinda pissed I woke up so soon, so took another 3 to maybe 3.5ml and passed out even faster. In both cases, super deep sleep and after second time, was still a little groggy and sleepy after waking up. I'm still laying in bed(about 8 hours after second dose).

Some background notes- the N was acquired from D about 1.5 years ago. Been having jet lag or insomnia after a month long 3 continent, 5 city vacation and been unable to get good sleep….hence my experiment last night. I normally hate the taste of any alcoholic drink.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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You are fortunate to have N, it must be such a relief having that option, it certainly sounds like the best way to ctb to me.
 
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roguetrader

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Feb 17, 2021
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You are fortunate to have N, it must be such a relief having that option, it certainly sounds like the best way to ctb to me.
Taste isnt too good at all, and I wish it tastes like water or soda, but it can be ingested. Its a solid way to be outta here, I'd say
 
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SmollMushroom

SmollMushroom

send N pls
Sep 27, 2023
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Well I don't have much to ask since N is basically gone now unless you wanna take a trip to Peru.

But here's a little story for you:
I remember the first time I put foot on this website, it was around that time. People were waiting for D to have their stock of N back.
I didn't even had an account, also you had to pay in crypto and I had no clue how to do so.
In the end I said fuck it, who cares, too difficult.
Ngl I kinda regret that decision, even tho, to be fair, they were out of stock.
 
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I've heard Colombia too, but unverified.
I paid D via WU. Looking back, I shoulve ordered 3 bottles, as it would let me do a little more experimentation and report findings in the next few days.
Finally got out of bed almost 8 hours after second dosage to go to the kitchen without feeling groggy or risk falling over lol.
Nothing to do today, so am back in bed 😂😂
 
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violetdevil

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Oct 15, 2021
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When I took N for a sleep test without an antiemetic I gagged. But with an antiemetic it's fine
 
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roguetrader

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Feb 17, 2021
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When I took N for a sleep test without an antiemetic I gagged. But with an antiemetic it's fine
Really? While it tasted bad for sure, I was nowhere close to gagging. Even swirled the second dose a good 15 seconds in my mouth to fully taste it.
 
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chuerdhmproton

Mr. Water Pig
Sep 9, 2023
201
Consider me super jealous.

It's interesting I'm out here using edibles to sleep and relax, but roguetrader has no chill and uses N instead, respect.
 
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Consider me super jealous.

It's interesting I'm out here using edibles to sleep and relax, but roguetrader has no chill and uses N instead, respect.
Well, I had to test to make sure the stuff works lol.

That being said, it's a one time test only. Can't keep dipping into the supply as I still need the lethal dose when the time comes.
 
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Mr. Water Pig
Sep 9, 2023
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Well, I had to test to make sure the stuff works lol.

That being said, it's a one time test only. Can't keep dipping into the supply as I still need the lethal dose when the time comes.
Yeah, nothing would suck more than to not have enough N for CTB due to N addiction
 
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violetdevil

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Oct 15, 2021
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Really? While it tasted bad for sure, I was nowhere close to gagging. Even swirled the second dose a good 15 seconds in my mouth to fully taste it.
Yeah unfortunately. I'm going to try again
 
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Alessa

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Nov 4, 2019
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Thx for letting us know! Iam curious... Aren't you afraid of your N losing its effect/shelflife, after you opened the seal? I would like to taste it as well, if I had it... But it is said, that you have to CTB until 4 weeks after you opened the seal.
And you are sure that its taste cannot be manipulated? I read stuff about "Neotame" which should be extremely effectful in turning everything sweet tasting. Or at least sweater than before.
 
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roguetrader

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N lasts a long time after expiration date. I'm guessing 5-10 years past it. I put it back in an airtight container.
3ml put me to sleep within about 10-15mins. Pretty sure 50 times that amount or more would put me to sleep for good!
I don't think the taste can be altered too much. The problem is neotame in large amounts taste bitter and I would think you'd have to put a lot to try to mask the taste. Try a small teaspoon of neotame alone…it's so sweet it's bitter!
 
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Alessa

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Nov 4, 2019
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N lasts a long time after expiration date. I'm guessing 5-10 years past it. I put it back in an airtight container.
3ml put me to sleep within about 10-15mins. Pretty sure 50 times that amount or more would put me to sleep for good!
I don't think the taste can be altered too much. The problem is neotame in large amounts taste bitter and I would think you'd have to put a lot to try to mask the taste. Try a small teaspoon of neotame alone…it's so sweet it's bitter!
So you already tried Neotame? Thats interesting... Yes I will try, thx.
Its a good idea to get used to the taste days prior to the CTB date. I will do that then. I hope the benzos will help me not to think too much about the process... Thinking too much makes me nervous. I hope I will have the courage to do it then.

One question left: Have you also tried the anitemetic? I never took one, so I really don't know if that really helps me preventing to vomit. I would like to test drinking something extremely awful, just to make sure, that my AE is working then. How can I make sure? Do you think an anticid will be necessary for N? Or is that only important in case of SN?

Sry to waste your time. ^^"
 
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roguetrader

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Feb 17, 2021
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I've tasted Neotame in espresso and put a tiny amount straight on my tongue.

Ive had antiemetic to make sure I don't have an adverse reaction to it. No antacid needed I think. I also don't think N makes you puke as badly as SN.
 
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