
Hollowillow
The only place that allows negative feelings.
- Aug 7, 2022
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My fav method is hanging but I saw a movie of a woman taking pills then putting a bag on her head (paper? Weird)
My idea was to wear a plastic bag with a wide circular hat to be able to breathe. Having plastic on my mouth wouldn't be peaceful. It'd take longer but I hoped it'd feel peaceful like a car.
Turns out lungs are bigger than I thought. I took smaller breaths. It quickly became very hit & humid. It felt like drowning.
Would adding gas go faster & prevent that?
What is the fastest way to hang myself successfully without breaking my neck in case I fail. Best rope? Best position?
What did you test or tried unsuccessfully before? Why did you prefer it. Why did it fail. What would make it work?
I got jerked around again today. My doc cancelled my appointment twice in a row. His secretary left a message saying to call to know the procedure... Instead to give it to me. When people say that they want to put rules to stop me from contacting them at all. They abandon me. Landlird hanged the phone on me twice refusing to help me remove the chemical so bad I can taste it & my body swell badly, tongue too, all the time, i could die. Nurse hotline made me talk for 1h then transfered me unsuccessfully to my city. 3 times. Jerked me for 6h.
I want to die fast. No longer a point to ficus on the positive. I push everything & everyone away. Too sick to do anything anyway. I just want to end the pain. The damn administrative labyrinthe trap. Wasting my energy until i give up. Now i do. For that shit alone i could die... Please someone help me sepuku
My idea was to wear a plastic bag with a wide circular hat to be able to breathe. Having plastic on my mouth wouldn't be peaceful. It'd take longer but I hoped it'd feel peaceful like a car.
Turns out lungs are bigger than I thought. I took smaller breaths. It quickly became very hit & humid. It felt like drowning.
Would adding gas go faster & prevent that?
What is the fastest way to hang myself successfully without breaking my neck in case I fail. Best rope? Best position?
What did you test or tried unsuccessfully before? Why did you prefer it. Why did it fail. What would make it work?
I got jerked around again today. My doc cancelled my appointment twice in a row. His secretary left a message saying to call to know the procedure... Instead to give it to me. When people say that they want to put rules to stop me from contacting them at all. They abandon me. Landlird hanged the phone on me twice refusing to help me remove the chemical so bad I can taste it & my body swell badly, tongue too, all the time, i could die. Nurse hotline made me talk for 1h then transfered me unsuccessfully to my city. 3 times. Jerked me for 6h.
I want to die fast. No longer a point to ficus on the positive. I push everything & everyone away. Too sick to do anything anyway. I just want to end the pain. The damn administrative labyrinthe trap. Wasting my energy until i give up. Now i do. For that shit alone i could die... Please someone help me sepuku