alltoomuch2
Arcanist
- Feb 10, 2024
- 480
So I'm cowardly and even tho I want the mental pain to stop, I know I'll only be able to ctb on impulse so I'm getting everything ready for several methods, so when the time comes I can just do it. I've got the 2 man Malawi tent and charcoal. But now worried where to put the bucket of charcoal because the tent is so small, if I have convulsions or confused I may end up lying on or against the bucket, or setting fire to the tent, and burning to death. But I can't afford a bigger tent and the smaller the airspace the better. Guess I could build a wall of bricks around the bucket. What do you think or am I worrying too much. Or do you even have convulsions with CO?