tell me why it will be 100% ctb?

[Bobert_Beniro]

for me:
1) Ugliness. I hate my appearance since childhood, I could not look in the mirror without negative emotions. My dysmorphia level is so high that I never put my face on social media.
2) I have never been interested in life. I'm not interested in human things like career, family and home buying. I have a schizotypal diagnosis, probably because of this
3) Thoughts of lost youth. I am depressed by the thought that I spent the best years of my life in depression, and every morning I regretted that I woke up. It hurts me to look at young happy people and understand that I have never been like that. It will only get worse, my physical health has deteriorated a lot lately

 

[FuneralCry]

Because to die would prevent all future suffering, it would prevent more decades trapped here enduring this futile process where all that is inevitable is to decay from age and then lose everything anyway, existing doesn't interest me or appeal to me in the first place, existing is a burden and a chore, it's a tragic disturbance in what would otherwise be the perfect state of non-existence.

I could never be delusional enough to want to exist in this chaotic and harmful world where there is unlimited potential to suffer and I don't wish to be a slave to suffering, I've only ever wished for the permanent peace that only not existing can bring, to die solves what the true problem is which is existence in itself and I find it tiring just being conscious and aware. Existence is completely unnecessary in the first place and anyway nobody can be harmed by not existing but in comparison existence holds unlimited potential for harm, so I think it's the most rational thing to wish to leave. For me the only comfort lies in the thought of no longer existing.

 

[miserabletires9]

I hate how I look too. And I also look at my lost youth, and wished I would've acted differently

 

[Hollowman]

I refuse to be mentally f**ked, alone and homeless.

 

[thelastexit]

ive been traumatized since infancy and i just cant handle it all anymore... new traumas happened the past few months and i developed an eating disorder and im just so miserable. nothing ever makes it better. no meds, no therapy, no psych wards... ive tried everything except dying so its time to try that i think. i cant recover from the shit ive been through so why keep suffering from it

 

[SilentSadness]

I would never want to age further, it sounds brutal and lonely to me being in this world for an extended amount of time. But nothing is 100% certain, nobody knows what tragedies or miracles the future will bring.