The vine was actually my fav, but I think the no evil one looks the best. Almost all the guys I've spent time around were athletes so that prob contributes to me feeling bad abt being skinny. Really doesn't make sense since I don't care much about health or staying in shape. Ideally, I want to get the band and a shoulder piece on one arm, and a couple on my chest. Maybe a large cortisol or serotonin molecule on the leg without the flag.
I think Cali was a decent place to grow up and visiting would always be nice, but it's expensive and all the money going around means you're surrounded by a lot of people that feel extremely content and successful (in a monetary sense at least). I feel like it made me overly materialistic and I felt pressured to appear more ambitious than I felt. Not to say that I didn't know my share of depressed folks. I've heard a lot of people assuming that bc the area I was from is really diverse that people are accepting, but I didn't feel acceptance until I started being extremely fake around people. If I could live anywhere I'd choose Texas, probably Austin.
Race cliques were also a bit of a problem, at least in the private school I went to (there's a conception that the public schools in my area were bad despite being extremely funded and pretty decent) and since I didn't fit, I became the "token" in most of my friend groups which I didn't mind most of the time, but how I was treated because of it kinda made me feel shit, I kinda had to be complicit with some stuff that wasn't okay and got made to feel like I was less deserving of some of the things I had earned.
It was funny when a coach of mine thought my name was Tyrone and my Indian friends name was baljeet tho. (Nicknames)
& i think ur hex code idea's super cool!! ideally, how tatted would u wanna be? i'd want full sleeves, back piece, thigh pieces & mayyyybe a leg piece.
