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cloudb685

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Mar 4, 2021
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I've just tried 1.5 ml. It's like fetid pine needles left in very very weak vodka for a few weeks. There's no burn. It is very unpleasant, but not undrinkable. Watery shoe polish. Has made me realise I can do it, no problem.
 
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sadnurse

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Nov 2, 2021
118
Watery shoe polish ? Oh dear
 
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cloudb685

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Mar 4, 2021
20
It's not that bad. I thought, based on others descriptions, it would be unbearable, like liquid fire or something. It isn't. It's just very unpleasant.
 
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Snake of Eden

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How is the after taste?
 
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cloudb685

Member
Mar 4, 2021
20
Shoe polishy. Alpine tar.
 
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soundsinteresting

Member
Dec 10, 2021
18
How was the reaction if I may ask?
1.5 ml is way below the dose for CBT I reckon.
Never really researched N as living where I do, no real hope of possessing it.
 
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cloudb685

Member
Mar 4, 2021
20
Zero reaction as far as I can tell (had a few drinks prior so may have masked any sedative effect). Obviously way below ctb dose, deliberately: I've had big anxiety about the taste. Decided to find out.
 
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soundsinteresting

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Dec 10, 2021
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Zero reaction as far as I can tell (had a few drinks prior so may have masked any sedative effect). Obviously way below ctb dose, deliberately: I've had big anxiety about the taste. Decided to find out.
Cheers
 
wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
It's also possible some members were using vet N. I heard vet N tastes a lot worse since it has different fillers and stuff and is intended to be injected into animals.
 
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cloudb685

Member
Mar 4, 2021
20
It's also possible some members were using vet N. I heard vet N tastes a lot worse since it has different fillers and stuff and is intended to be injected into animals.
This is vet N, from D
 
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Jul 20, 2021
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It's also possible some members were using vet N. I heard vet N tastes a lot worse since it has different fillers and stuff and is intended to be injected into animals.
It's all VET N on this site
 
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dyingalone123

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Sep 8, 2021
211
Shoe polishy. Alpine tar.
Yup I tasted it too - only a little - it's not all that bad. Hey it beats jumping from a bridge.
That's a pretty accurate descriptions
Added note below
This sounds weird but I wish it tasted more like electronics like the new smell of a MacBook laptop or TI-84 calculator. But heck beggars can't be choosers. Shoe polish taste it be.
 
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Pluto

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Dec 27, 2020
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Am I the only one who has never tasted shoe polish?
 
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Eddypaddy

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Oct 28, 2021
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0.Can you compare the taste to vodka? Is it way worse than Vodka?

1.Do you think i should prepare small shots of N or drink it all at once?

2.s lidocaine to numb your mouth necessary to disguise the taste?
3.Should i additionally coat my tongue with honey?
4.What can i use to sweeten N without increasing the volume?
0.Can you compare the taste to vodka? Is it way worse than Vodka?

1.Do you think i should prepare small shots of N or drink it all at once?

2.s lidocaine to numb your mouth necessary to disguise the taste?
3.Should i additionally coat my tongue with honey?
4.What can i use to sweeten N without increasing the volume?
 
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PerpetualPain

Member
Nov 26, 2021
76
How was the reaction if I may ask?
1.5 ml is way below the dose for CBT I reckon.
Never really researched N as living where I do, no real hope of possessing it.
I am surprised you didnt feel anything from that amount. Most people do. Do you think you have some sort of tolerance to GABAergic substances. Perhaps from past benzodiazepines usage or alcohol abuse?
 
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dyingalone123

Experienced
Sep 8, 2021
211
It also reminds me of alcohol markers if that makes sense. Lolol. I haven't umm tried markers but imagine that.
 

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