Talking to you guys has made me paradoxically less suicidal. TY for being here

[venin]

I don't know what I would've done without you. I feel understood and cared for, a lot of compassion, knowledge and intelligence. I would search all throughout the day suicide cases that were similar to mine and get relief thinking and seing that they made it. It was almost the only thing that would bring me relief in the last weeks. My depression is worsening I think, meds are starting to make me feel less bad but also less happy and less joyful about some things that I still liked. All in all it's fucked up we're all here but I'm glad we found each other in our cursed existances.

P.S. that Tantacrul really missed that point and is so f.ing privileged. He and his audience.

 

[Deathisbetter]

I'm really glad to hear that I hope you are doing better it's great to have you here

I don't know what I would've done without you. I feel understood and cared for, a lot of compassion, knowledge and intelligence. I would search all throughout the day suicide cases that were similar to mine and get relief thinking and seing that they made it. It was almost the only thing that would bring me relief in the last weeks. My depression is worsening I think, meds are starting to make me feel less bad but also less happy and less joyful about some things that I still liked. All in all it's fucked up we're all here but I'm glad we found each other in our cursed existances.

P.S. that Tantacrul really missed that point and is so f.ing privileged. He and his audience.

I don't know what I would've done without you. I feel understood and cared for, a lot of compassion, knowledge and intelligence. I would search all throughout the day suicide cases that were similar to mine and get relief thinking and seing that they made it. It was almost the only thing that would bring me relief in the last weeks. My depression is worsening I think, meds are starting to make me feel less bad but also less happy and less joyful about some things that I still liked. All in all it's fucked up we're all here but I'm glad we found each other in our cursed existances.

P.S. that Tantacrul really missed that point and is so f.ing privileged. He and his audience.

What is more disgusting is that tantacrul is profiting off the video and people in the comment section are talking about swatting us killing us, saying we are all evil, revealing our addresses revealing our IP addresses. saying there are paywalls and we have to pay for methods to ctb, bullying us in their view to save us from wanting to ctb even that catherine lady and her stop sanctioned suicide and stop suicide screenshots our posts and bullies us so they are just as worse in my opinion. this is the only place we or at least I have to vent and be heard and not told to get help or sent to a psych ward. I am happy you are happy that matters more than anything

 

[Daft-Bear]

This is a very therapeutic forum. It's a place to talk about the one thing no one is allowed to talk about. It gives us solidarity when we are hopelessly alone. It's disgusting that anyone would try to take the one thing that's helping us in an attempt to "do the right thing".

People love to give their opinion on things that don't affect them, or things they have no experience with/know nothing about.

 

[venin]

This is a very therapeutic forum. It's a place to talk about the one thing no one is allowed to talk about. It gives us solidarity when we are hopelessly alone. It's disgusting that anyone would try to take the one thing that's helping us in an attempt to "do the right thing".

People love to give their opinion on things that don't affect them, or things they have no experience with/know nothing about.

Facts

 

[Freyja13]

Sometimes you just need someone to talk out your feelings with. Even it's just into the void known as the Internet xD Having a place you can do that that's low-barrier and non-judgemental is super helpful. I'm really glad you're feeling less suicidal. I know how much of a relief that can be at times. I hope you're able to make it through the current dip in your mood. Being less suicidal but more depressed can feel quite... limiting/trapped/restless.

 

[DestinyRot707]

really! i saw tantacruls video a bit before i found this place, and i really had no idea he was even talking about this forum until i saw his video as an option in that "how did you find this place?" poll. bein able to come here and just see with my own eyes that im not the only one who feels this way and that it really isnt as black and white as so many people try to say it is just helps. in small ways that just make the difference. its nice to be able to scream into the void, its nice to be able to hear others screaming too. its sad that when most people hear others screaming, they assume its a chorus of monsters instead of people in pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm pleased for you that you found some relief from this place, suicidal people certainly deserve a place to be open about wanting to die without all the insensitive and ignorant pro-lifers.

 

[Unwr!tten]

That's similar for me to be honest. This place is my comfort when I'm at my lowest.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Prolifers don't understand love and togetherness. They know the words but don't hear the music. Alas

 

[venin]

Prolifers don't understand love and togetherness. They know the words but don't hear the music. Alas

They lack the depth

 

[Ambivalent1]

They lack the depth

Suffering builds character. They have none.

 

[venin]

Suffering builds character. They have none.

The fact that you can truly understand someone who's going through major depression or suicidality (or both) only if you yourself have been through it or something pretty similar is sssshit. Life in that way is shhhhittt.

 

[Ambivalent1]

The fact that you can truly understand someone who's going through major depression or suicidality (or both) only if you yourself have been through it or something pretty similar is sssshit. Life in that way is shhhhittt.

Shows that empathy is normiespeak for bullshit.

 

[PinkyStat]

I can relate a lot, even though i am still suicidal I feel accepted in here, it is good to know that we are not alone in this place, this place made me feel better than any therapist that i have ever been too (kinda of ironic lol)

 

[irie]

i personally found the place through his video and it really did not take long to figure out that it was absolutely nothing like he portrayed it to be. here i've felt nothing but understood and cared for, and i couldn't ask for anything more. i'm glad we all have each other in this place, it makes things far less miserable; i'm glad it has helped you as well :)

 

[ReversedNthTerm]

Same