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greyback330

greyback330

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Oct 20, 2020
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so 2 month ago i ordered SN 98% pure lab grade from a local lab supplier.
opened it to check many times like 4 or 5 times. then used it 1 month later.
almost 30gm in 100ml water. i vomited in seconds so hard white liquid ** i couldn't drink the second glass**
i was on 8hours fasting and meto regimen and i;m still alive .. anyway i ordered LW SN but today i got a call from courier service they can't get it out of customs.
so i bought another pack of the old SN i used before.. it's sealed now.
i'm gonna use it this weekend. wish me good luck please ::) i really need to do this asap.
i can't afford a failure.
 
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Good luck.
 
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so 2 month ago i ordered SN 98% pure lab grade from a local lab supplier.
opened it to check many times like 4 or 5 times. then used it 1 month later.
almost 30gm in 100ml water. i vomited in seconds so hard white liquid ** i couldn't drink the second glass**
i was on 8hours fasting and meto regimen and i;m still alive .. anyway i ordered LW SN but today i got a call from courier service they can't get it out of customs.
so i bought another pack of the old SN i used before.. it's sealed now.
i'm gonna use it this weekend. wish me good luck please ::) i really need to do this asap.
i can't afford a failure.
Are you going to do anything different to prevent the vomiting?
 
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Brother i wish I had something more useful to say... Honestly and sincerely I wish you peace.
Whatever sequence of events that had brought you to this place.
I wish there was some profound kind words I could say that would make all the bad things in you life good and the light shine for you.
I'm sending you love and respect brother, its all I have, from one keyboard on the other side of the world to another.

Peace and light my friend...

DBD
 
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Are you going to do anything different to prevent the vomiting?
idk i will make sure to drink the second glass and decrease the water to 50ml each
 
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Good luck buddy!

P.S. I would increase the fasting period to 24 hours
 
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Can you share a bit more how did you feel after taking it? Good luck btw.
 
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I hope you find the peace you're looking for greyback
 
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so 2 month ago i ordered SN 98% pure lab grade from a local lab supplier.
opened it to check many times like 4 or 5 times. then used it 1 month later.
almost 30gm in 100ml water. i vomited in seconds so hard white liquid
This is puzzling and the first I've heard of someone who didn't either die or go to the hospital after drinking this amount of SN.

How did you feel after you drank it and vomited?

Usually even after vomiting people die although it sounds like you might have vomited so fast none was absorbed.
 
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greyback330

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Can you share a bit more how did you feel after taking it? Good luck btw.
well i felt nauseous right after drinking it , started vomiting , sweating , too much saliva in my mouth had to spit it every few seconds , my stomach is uncomfortable, when i was still awake for like 1 hour i knew i failed.
This is puzzling and the first I've heard of someone who didn't either die or go to the hospital after drinking this amount of SN.

How did you feel after you drank it and vomited?

Usually even after vomiting people die although it sounds like you might have vomited so fast none was absorbed.
yes i vomited so fast and so hard like i threw up literally everything in my stomach not just the 200ml i drank it was much more than that
 
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I wish you a peaceful journey......see you soon on the other side...x
 
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Thegoldenapples

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Maybe it had to do with the amount of liquid you drunk? I'm not that knowledgeable on SN but normally see it's drunken with 50ml. Maybe that's for a reason...
 
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greyback330

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Maybe it had to do with the amount of liquid you drunk? I'm not that knowledgeable on SN but normally see it's drunken with 50ml. Maybe that's for a reason...
idk i hope the SN is good enough.. i can drink 3 glasses not only 2 this time .. but i want this to work
 
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This is puzzling and the first I've heard of someone who didn't either die or go to the hospital after drinking this amount of SN.

How did you feel after you drank it and vomited?

Usually even after vomiting people die although it sounds like you might have vomited so fast none was absorbed.
I think the reason it failed so quickly is because greyback had opened it 4 or 5 times to check it. That's all I can really think of
 
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I think the reason it failed so quickly is because greyback had opened it 4 or 5 times to check it. That's all I can really think of
i hope so i got another sealed one and i'm planning to drink 2 glasses in 50ml and last time i took Maalox as acid regulator
this time i got H2 antagonist
 
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Any suffocation?
 
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I also wonder about the purity.
 
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idk i hope the SN is good enough.. i can drink 3 glasses not only 2 this time .. but i want this to work
Yeah I think if you don't open it as you said and do 50 ml drinks, you'll be fine. Could of been a combo of opening it too and amount to drink. Too much for stomach to process.
 
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as the label says it's >98%
People often test it to see if it's pure enough. Labels can not be truthful.

It sounds like you have a hair trigger vomit reflex. I'm wondering if there is some other drug for this which would help.
 
reticen

reticen

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Are you so big that you really need to take 30gm? Maybe 25gm would be easier on your digestive system.
 
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I hop u peaceful journey. Keep us updated please
 
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yetme

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Have you considered putting it in capsules?

Good luck with water ever you choose to do!
 
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Good luck and a safe journey.
 
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*update*
I can't do it tonight.. One of my family went to hospital and he's not good yet.. I will delay it to 2 or 3 days maximum.
 
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