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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

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Mar 2, 2024
383
I think about taking drugs or meidcation to make me unconscious and then throw myself under the train or trolley to ensure no remains will stay and I will be dead
Another "bright" idea - take as much anxiety medication as I can to make me unconcious and sit on the window to fall and hit my head on the pavement
 
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LifeQuitter

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Jul 11, 2024
263
I don't think those are good ideas.
 
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uk_buscatcher_522

uk_buscatcher_522

Member
Sep 2, 2024
37
To me it seems like you're either too fucked up on drugs to make it on the tracks quickly, or you'll be on the tracks for a while beforehand & good chance they see you and stop.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Better be some DAMN GOOD DRUGS. Throwing yourself under a train is about the most SI inducing method, if ever there was one.
 
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AllTheseQuestions

AllTheseQuestions

Member
Sep 19, 2024
47
Unfortunately the level of drugs you would need to overcome SI when doing such a harsh method is also an amount that will render you unable to execute the plan
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
9,598
As far as I know, there was a case here, including a very famous user.
I'm not saying it didn't happen, or can't happen. I can only imagine how much SI someone would be dealing with in that method. I know I would
 
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Fangarina

Student
Sep 9, 2024
146
Please do not use the train method - I say this as someone who has personally seen the trauma you will unfairly inflict on another human. Drivers who have fatalities, their lives are never the same again. This will be a stranger to you and you will ruin their lives, it's the most selfish way to complete the act. Please please please reconsider this.
I always advocate for people who do jump in front of trains because most people don't know how physically painful mental health actually is, but when it is a preplanned so far in advance, I can't.
I am suicidal, I am constantly researching methods/ drug amounts/ gas consistencies etc - when I finally get my plan in place, I want to ensure the least amount of people are impacted by my death. This method is not the one.
 
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
383
I won't do it, please delete this thread
 
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