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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
628
I'm taking a leave of absence while I weigh if I'm going to CTB or not. Respectfully there's people who do nothing but follow me on here and report my post because I refuse to conform to their perspective.

The thing is even tolerance can become fascist if you force people to accept something they are not ready to. Instead of being understanding to this it's only made me grow to hate people who never respected me.
It's not my fault you were born different.
And it's not my fault that I was born different.
But only one of us has to change because that's what's trendy? Really? No.

Honestly if this is the world that's left I don't even know if I would want to be in it. I've always respected people on here but they have not respected me and yet that's publicly acceptable and this level of hypocrisy is kind of why I'm making this post. Honestly fuck your fake rules for your fake fucking world.
You want people to lie through their teeth instead of genuinely accept you, and frankly...
Some of You don't even accept yourselves.
You sure as hell don't accept reality.

Anyway I'm taking a break, because my life is worth more than a name I give myself because it validates my ego. I'm taking a break because in all honesty, the way I have been pushed to change my core beliefs in the name of tolerance has only made me start to hate these people. So if I'm going to be ostracized, I'm just going to fucking tell the truth.
I don't hate a single person on this form,
But I'm starting to. So fighting phobia with intolerance all you've done is made an actual enemy towards your cause. Good job you get a gold star today. So I need to take some time away and actually remind myself that the people who have led me to make this post are poor examples of their demographic and it's not everyone under this spectrum that are this level of bigots that they cry to admins and mods every single time they don't get their way.

I can totally accept if no one likes me.
Spin this however you want, but denial isn't just a river in Egypt. It's the only truth you will ever know.

Peace
 
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Kanoh

Member
Dec 31, 2024
53
I don't know about the situation but what I want to say is it's your own choice who you want to accept or tolerate and nobody else's business.
 
badkarma4618

badkarma4618

Marika the Eternal
May 13, 2025
64
im really sorry youve been pushed to feel this way. you deserve space to be yourself without being cornered or silenced. your feelings are valid, and i hope you know your life is worth so much more than the noise people throw at you. im wishing you peace, safety, and real happiness wherever life takes you. i hope the world softens for you soon. take care <3
 
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Unbearable Mr. Bear

Unbearable Mr. Bear

Sometimes, all you need is a hug...
May 9, 2025
640
When I'm out of brain energy and can't discuss in a rational way without feeling exhausted and hurty, I often fall back towards just being reassuring and comforting, without looking for reasons, and treating people as if they are hurt and needing someone to comfort them without judgement. While I don't agree with some of your opinions, I don't think you are here purposely being provocative. I hope you have the peace you need, and if you want to come back or just talk right now, mama bear is always willing to lend an ear, dearie. 🧸
 
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