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tupacshakur987123

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Dec 18, 2021
16
For anyone that has somehow survived N, what was the internal experience for you between the time you ingested it and woke up? Was it calm and peaceful or was there pain?
 
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Cheza_mus

Experienced
Jul 1, 2021
242
I haven't heard anyone who has survived N..and N is peaceful it's like dying in your sleep
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
I did read one account where they tried to inject N, but they lost consciousness before they injected the whole thing. Woke up several hours later with blood everywhere and a partially-filled syringe on the floor.

Could've been a lie, though. I have zero experience with N.
 
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bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
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The two people I have read accounts of surviving N did not remember the day they took N or ingesting N, until a while after they awoke in the ER.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
It is absolutely calm and peaceful. The hardest part about it is actually gulping down the N but once you fall asleep in few minutes then you are as good as it is made to be
 
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wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
why werent they successful?
About 1% of people end up in an extended coma without passing away. If they are found, they are put on life support until the N wears off.
About 1% of people end up in an extended coma without passing away. If they are found, they are put on life support until the N wears off.
Basically with the right dose N is 100% lethal if you are not found in time. One guy on this forum was found in 7-8 hours and survived after being put on life support. Healthy bodies are also more likely than the elderly or sick to survive N. That's why it's important to make arrangements so that one is not found. Same with SN except rates of failure with SN due to being found are higher.
 
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Johnjohn1

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Nov 7, 2020
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The two people I have read accounts of surviving N did not remember the day they took N or ingesting N, until a while after they awoke in the ER.
Did they State what the reason was for surviving?
 
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tupacshakur987123

Member
Dec 18, 2021
16
It is absolutely calm and peaceful. The hardest part about it is actually gulping down the N but once you fall asleep in few minutes then you are as good as it is made to be
How are we 100% sure if it's calm and peaceful, has anybody who survived it come back to say it is painless? For all the ppl who died on it successfully, sure it seems peaceful from the outsider's perspective. But how do we know what their internal state was like during the process ?
 
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Its like that

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Dec 15, 2021
23
The goal of anyone going through the process of ctb will most likely be doing the best to get around the SI! This process is the most favoured to achieve that it seems. You drink, then you sleep.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,006
Bump, if anyone has an answer
Some member experiences that may help

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-survived-taking-n.47461/#post-857009

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-bizarre-story-failing-with-n.74532/
 
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CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
Is this possible?
Answer to What is it like to survive a Nembutal overdose?
https://www.quora.com/What-is-it-li...share=87922195&srid=hXovs7&target_type=answer

Something about that story doesn't add up. She never mentions having vomited, so we're supposed to believe that not only did she survive ingesting a whopping 20g of N, but she was capable enough upon waking from it to "go to the kitchen to take more"? WTF? How much N had she purchased!? Why didn't she take all of it to begin with? And why was it kept in the kitchen where her mother could've found it? If her N was legit and she's telling the truth, she's some sort of superhuman. People can supposedly ctb on 1/10th that amount.
 
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lmon

Specialist
Jan 9, 2022
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I did read one account where they tried to inject N, but they lost consciousness before they injected the whole thing. Woke up several hours later with blood everywhere and a partially-filled syringe on the floor.

Could've been a lie, though. I have zero experience with N.
bloo
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,585
People woke up after several hours ? How is it then possible that people die within a few minutes during an assisted suicide at an association in Switzerland ?
 
Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
People woke up after several hours ? How is it then possible that people die within a few minutes during an assisted suicide at an association in Switzerland ?
I think because the assisted suicide makes sure you get a lethal dose. If you do it yourself and mess up, you might only get enough to take a long nap.
 

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