EternalPain
To live means to suffer
- Sep 11, 2023
- 23
I don't think there's many feelings worse than waking up realizing you should've and could've died last night. It's shameful, because you failed. It's painful, because you are forced to keep going. It's tiring, because it takes so much energy. It just sets you back even more.
I'm mad at myself both for wanting to die and for not having have died. I just wish I could turn back time to try again and try harder. I hate having the ability to think. I wish I was unaware of all the pain. Sentience is a punishment.
I'm mad at myself both for wanting to die and for not having have died. I just wish I could turn back time to try again and try harder. I hate having the ability to think. I wish I was unaware of all the pain. Sentience is a punishment.