ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
I purchased the items yesterday. Spent about $200 bucks on reglan, inderal, and SN plus expedited shipping. Since, I feel like many unusual things are happening to propel me to ctb and concurrently try to stop me from ctb.
My landlord tried to antagonize an argument with me which further pushes me to want to do it. Then I work up to an email stating I was selected for a housing lottery and need to submit further documentation.
Honestly, I'm not doing either. I need to maintain a decent enough relationship where I live so I can get my packages and I'm not trying, yet again, in this piss poor life to try to get ahead. I've come far enough and enough is enough!
All I dream about is how I'm going to drink that poison and pray I can keep it down. I will eat my vomit off the floor of I have to before I leave that room alive! I am ready to go. I'm tired, I'm scorn, and I want off this planet. Once the good arrive, all I need to do is find a hotel room and do my best to flag the bus driver of death.
if I know anything about life something will try to foil my ctb plans. I feel it. However, I am determined to live trying to die.
My landlord tried to antagonize an argument with me which further pushes me to want to do it. Then I work up to an email stating I was selected for a housing lottery and need to submit further documentation.
Honestly, I'm not doing either. I need to maintain a decent enough relationship where I live so I can get my packages and I'm not trying, yet again, in this piss poor life to try to get ahead. I've come far enough and enough is enough!
All I dream about is how I'm going to drink that poison and pray I can keep it down. I will eat my vomit off the floor of I have to before I leave that room alive! I am ready to go. I'm tired, I'm scorn, and I want off this planet. Once the good arrive, all I need to do is find a hotel room and do my best to flag the bus driver of death.
if I know anything about life something will try to foil my ctb plans. I feel it. However, I am determined to live trying to die.
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