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letsmakeitagoodworl
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- Sep 25, 2022
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Hi so I live in New Zealand & border control here is insane, I also don't know a heroin dealer so neither are viable.
I tried asking a dr for pentobarbital (not for death lol) they considered it but eventually said no.
So I'm left with the combined 200-400 zopiclone (7.5mg), loraz (1mg) & clonaz (2mg) I have. I also have loads of very old nozinan & Quetiapine & 2 year old dried foxglove in capsules (& other non sedating meds)
I'd prefer not to use quet or noz as anti P's make me anxious.
I really don't wanna swallow that many pills but I have no other options.
Do you think it would work? I once took 80 zop with not great health and clearly I didn't die, but I have alot more now
This year I realised life was too much torture & wasn't gonna change.
I've been depressed everyday for 20 years along with other MH issues. Even the MH service discharged me basically cuse I was hopeless (obviously they didn't word it that way), they said I was a legal liability due to my health lol.
I feel it's almost time, maybe a few weeks, but I'm scared it won't work
I tried asking a dr for pentobarbital (not for death lol) they considered it but eventually said no.
So I'm left with the combined 200-400 zopiclone (7.5mg), loraz (1mg) & clonaz (2mg) I have. I also have loads of very old nozinan & Quetiapine & 2 year old dried foxglove in capsules (& other non sedating meds)
I'd prefer not to use quet or noz as anti P's make me anxious.
I really don't wanna swallow that many pills but I have no other options.
Do you think it would work? I once took 80 zop with not great health and clearly I didn't die, but I have alot more now
This year I realised life was too much torture & wasn't gonna change.
I've been depressed everyday for 20 years along with other MH issues. Even the MH service discharged me basically cuse I was hopeless (obviously they didn't word it that way), they said I was a legal liability due to my health lol.
I feel it's almost time, maybe a few weeks, but I'm scared it won't work