• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

L

letsmakeitagoodworl

Member
Sep 25, 2022
90
Hi so I live in New Zealand & border control here is insane, I also don't know a heroin dealer so neither are viable.
I tried asking a dr for pentobarbital (not for death lol) they considered it but eventually said no.

So I'm left with the combined 200-400 zopiclone (7.5mg), loraz (1mg) & clonaz (2mg) I have. I also have loads of very old nozinan & Quetiapine & 2 year old dried foxglove in capsules (& other non sedating meds)

I'd prefer not to use quet or noz as anti P's make me anxious.

I really don't wanna swallow that many pills but I have no other options.

Do you think it would work? I once took 80 zop with not great health and clearly I didn't die, but I have alot more now

This year I realised life was too much torture & wasn't gonna change.
I've been depressed everyday for 20 years along with other MH issues. Even the MH service discharged me basically cuse I was hopeless (obviously they didn't word it that way), they said I was a legal liability due to my health lol.

I feel it's almost time, maybe a few weeks, but I'm scared it won't work
 
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,861
I don't think the mentioned meds will lead to a successful CTB.
 
L

letsmakeitagoodworl

Member
Sep 25, 2022
90
I don't think the mentioned meds will lead to a successful CTB.
Hiya thanks for your reply
Can I ask what makes you think they won't work? I don't mean that rudely but I'm just wanting to figure out as much as humanely possible if it will or won't work because I'm very certain I want to die
 
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,861
I searched for LD50 for Zopiclone. Source: https://e-lactancia.org/media/papers/Zopiclone-DS-Sanofi2014.pdf (Page 21). Zopicclone can lead to respirotry arrest but it's not a very common way to CTB imo. I'd consider the risk of failing very high. The other meds you mentioned are also not known to be very lethal afaik.

Lethal are TCAs (e.g amitriptyline) or chloroquine and sedatives (short and long acting benzos) are used to fall into a deep sleep using lethal doses of these meds.

It's up 2 you ofc. This is my personal opinion and not a medical advice.
 
Division Day

Division Day

It's life that scares me to death
Oct 28, 2023
155
I mixed a bunch of zopiclone with alcohol once, blacked out and woke up in hospital after someone told the police and they figured out where I was. So idk if it would've worked if uninterrupted but I wouldn't count on it. I might try going swimming though if I still had that stuff.
 
  • Like
Reactions: letsmakeitagoodworl
L

letsmakeitagoodworl

Member
Sep 25, 2022
90
I searched for LD50 for Zopiclone. Source: https://e-lactancia.org/media/papers/Zopiclone-DS-Sanofi2014.pdf (Page 21). Zopicclone can lead to respirotry arrest but it's not a very common way to CTB imo. I'd consider the risk of failing very high. The other meds you mentioned are also not known to be very lethal afaik.

Lethal are TCAs (e.g amitriptyline) or chloroquine and sedatives (short and long acting benzos) are used to fall into a deep sleep using lethal doses of these meds.

It's up 2 you ofc. This is my personal opinion and not a medical advice.
Oh that's a great idea I shoulda thought to look up LD-50 thankyou
 
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori
O

oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
417
Remember though, LD50 means 50% of the subjects (typically rats) died.
 
L

letsmakeitagoodworl

Member
Sep 25, 2022
90
Yea
Remember though, LD50 means 50% of the subjects (typically rats) died.
I've just ironically been studying it for a course where we looked at botulinum toxin