Venting suppose to ctb today – too many things happened ... (plus my ctb kit)

[Soul]

Quarky, I hope you are safe and doing okay.

^^^ This.
I have no advice to offer - I'm sorry - but I'm thinking warmth and comfort at you x

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I'm keeping you in my thoughts again today, I hope you're okay.

 

[Quarky00]

"Hope you are safe" and "Sending you hugs" are more than enough. Took my chances and reached out old "friends" who were cynical. But I got YOUR positive vibes. Your few words here are awesome.

I am on the go -- can't write...
Was freezing now warm
Lots of pain
Places are full (fuck tourists) -- switching motel every 2 days

Motel managers: I pay and sign, and later told additional charges, almost x2. WTF. These are the simplest places ever (what 50$ "cleaning service"????? ). "Job offers: a dud, people looking for someone to work for free.. Bunch of scums. What a fucking greedy world!

Please do this. I don't know if you have made up your mind about CTB, but if there's a chance for you to get help and keep going you should try and follow through. I'm sure your SW will help you.

Thinking ctb all time,,, Trying hard to stop ("wait 48h"). Will do SW thank you I needed that stupid affirmation

I am a master problem solver (except for my own)

Same ;) I don't know what I need, braindead...Must sleep asap .. Yay

~

Found place w/ heating!!!
Body in bad shape
I must knock myself out to sleep -- allow body to recover ...

"No ctb till you finish SN FAQ!"
keep telling myself.. funny reason to live.. hard tp smile now.. wanna cry but can't, just wanna die

 

[Shivani]

Please take some rest. Recover. Send you good vibes , best of the wishes. Loads of strength and love

 

[Deleted member 1465]

"Hope you are safe" and "Sending you hugs" are more than enough. Took my chances and reached out old "friends" who were cynical. But I got YOUR positive vibes. Your few words here are awesome.

I am on the go -- can't write...
Was freezing now warm
Lots of pain
Places are full (fuck tourists) -- switching motel every 2 days

Motel managers: I pay and sign, and later told additional charges, almost x2. WTF. These are the simplest places ever (what 50$ "cleaning service"????? ). "Job offers: a dud, people looking for someone to work for free.. Bunch of scums. What a fucking greedy world!


Thinking ctb all time,,, Trying hard to stop ("wait 48h"). Will do SW thank you I needed that stupid affirmation


Same ;) I don't know what I need, braindead...Must sleep asap .. Yay

~

Found place w/ heating!!!
Body in bad shape
I must knock myself out to sleep -- allow body to recover ...

"No ctb till you finish SN FAQ!"
keep telling myself.. funny reason to live.. hard tp smile now.. wanna cry but can't, just wanna die

Oh Quarky, thinking of you and worrying and wishing you strength.

 

[aloneintheworld]

Thinking of you stay strong I wish I could do something to help you with your situation but you are in my thoughts and I am sending virtual hugs

 

[notjustyetagain]

hope you're doing okay, Quarky00, and have some degree of comfort, at least not sleeping on the street, esp. how cold you said it is. :/ hope you don't mind but i was so impressed with your FAQ i made a google doc of it, to combine all changes/updates into one doc. wishing you peace and comfort wherever you're at! <3

 

[Quarky00]

your FAQ i made a google doc of it, to combine all changes/updates into one doc.

Oh wow. This is an amazing work !
Much more readable and nice. I wonder whether to change format -- put your document as the final FAQ.

( Doing much better, thank you )

 

[Carrotcake]

Hope things settle down a bit for you and that you are comfortable