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I'm more scarred more scarred than my wrist is.
- Apr 13, 2023
- 161
Last couple days felt like one long panic attack for me.
Feels like I'm constantly being pulled in every direction, my emotional and mental states can't be stable for more than 15 minutes,fucking horrible.
Stressing about my new job, about the future and about whether I should ctb or not just fucks up my head so much.
It's all because I don't understand I don't understand how to function in this society, build good relationships and survive in general.
It's as if everyone gets it but I don't and never will. Cant sleep well because my head just won't shut up.
The worst part is that I don't know how to deal with it.
Juts feels like I'm constantly in panic mode, it's really tiring.
Thank you everyone who read my rant, honestly SaSu is the only place I can write about my feelings so openly.
Feels like I'm constantly being pulled in every direction, my emotional and mental states can't be stable for more than 15 minutes,fucking horrible.
Stressing about my new job, about the future and about whether I should ctb or not just fucks up my head so much.
It's all because I don't understand I don't understand how to function in this society, build good relationships and survive in general.
It's as if everyone gets it but I don't and never will. Cant sleep well because my head just won't shut up.
The worst part is that I don't know how to deal with it.
Juts feels like I'm constantly in panic mode, it's really tiring.
Thank you everyone who read my rant, honestly SaSu is the only place I can write about my feelings so openly.
