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jokster18

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Sep 18, 2023
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I got sick and I'm suffering I had a great life before unfortunately I wish I can have my life back but it's not possible. I can theoretically live but I'm bedridden I have zero quality of life I try to sleep as much as possible that my only escape from suffering. I just ordered a passport 2 days ago and expedited it as soon as it comes I want to be euthanized. Im suffering I don't see how anything can be worse than the suffering I am experiencing. I need help i can do carbon monoxide in my car with generator or travel to Columbia and buy nebula I really have very little energy and I'm sick I have a friend that will help me in Columbia he wants to die also. We both want to sue as soon as possible. Just I don't want to get in trouble in a foreign country. I have prescription Xanax is that safe to bring to Columbia? I have anxiety I don't want to get in trouble with that. Does anyone have experience getting N in Columbia is it safe to try to buy N in a vet store. Is N a peaceful way to go ? I can do shot gun just I'm scared with that method it feels to brutal.
 
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