I've seen your first posts have only been asking members of this forum specifically for methods (which we're not allowed to suggest) or for advice. I understand asking questions or for support after attempting or doing research but you explicitly asked for a method without doing any research on in this thread. You've been linked to the resources and methods section several times which tell you the likelihood of death and the amount of pain experienced. Look on there and do your own research. I was a long-time lurker before I joined and also found reading threads on the methods I was thinking of was helpful. We all have to do our own research. Please don't expect to come on here and have someone type out the exact amounts of every drug you'll need or tool you'll need.
I hope that didn't come off as mean, I just wanted to be sure you knew the purpose of this site. After reading your previous posts I do hope things begin looking up for you in one way or the other *hugs*Do your own research before asking questions so no one on here gets in trouble please.