Suicide tomorrow (Detergent Suicide)

[SuicideByBelt]

I'm going to buy 4 white signs and write "STAY AWAY. H2S POISONOUS GAS. ONE BREATH CAN KILL YOU" on them, and put them on each side outside the tent.

I'm going to buy a tent, then get an uber into the far away hills away from people at night, set up the tent, put up the signs, then mix 1 litre of Hydrochloric Acid and 1 litre of Lime Sulphur into a large bucket inside the tent.

Before I mix the ingredients together, I'm going to send an email to the police about what I'm doing and where I am. This is so police are the first people to find my remains, and not an accidental person. Once the email is sent, I'm going to quickly mix the ingredients together and say goodbye to life.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

What's this H2S stuff and what's going to happen?
How is it going to happen? I'm curious as to what you're aiming for with this.

 

[SuicideByBelt]

What's this H2S stuff and what's going to happen?
How is it going to happen? I'm curious as to what you're aiming for with this.

Through household products, you can create a poisonous gas which creates immediate loss of consciousness and rapid death if you're with it in an enclosed space. I plan to mixing them together to create the gas inside a bucket inside a tent, in the middle of nowhere so nobody finds me on accident.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

What's this H2S stuff and what's going to happen?
How is it going to happen? I'm curious as to what you're aiming for with this.

Check the Detergent Suicide section of the PPH in the Resources megathread

 

[khw777]

Check the Detergent Suicide section of the PPH in the Resources megathread

Why do you want to ctb?

 

[letmeseethedeath]

please safe travels i wish you all the peace you deserve. i think i'll give a try to your method. see you on the other side

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

Why do you want to ctb?

Because I feel like I have to. Like it's baked into my wiring. And after 5 years of fighting the urge, I don't feel like fighting anymore.

 

[Jean4]

We will be here should you need us. You won't be alone.

 

[WhiteDespair]

Check the Resources sticky for an app/site that can send emails at a future time you specify. This is a good idea to let your friends and family (or whomever, whatever) know after the fact.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Check the Resources sticky for an app/site that can send emails at a future time you specify. This is a good idea to let your friends and family (or whomever, whatever) know after the fact.

This one is an interesting idea. Oddly, I've never managed to find such a thing, for free, on my own.

 

[WhiteDespair]

This one is an interesting idea. Oddly, I've never managed to find such a thing, for free, on my own.

It may be built into your email client as well. It's useful.

 

[Nem]

Best wishes for whatever you decide
Peace/hugs

 

[SuicideByBelt]

I'm so sorry for your pain and suffering!

Why do you want to have such a violent ctb?

It is difficult to access the safer options. I tried to buy Sodium Nitrite but was refunded because they figured out why I'm doing it.

I can't get access to most of the drugs in the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

 

[WhiteDespair]

It is difficult to access the safer options. I tried to buy Sodium Nitrite but was refunded because they figured out why I'm doing it.

I can't get access to most of the drugs in the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

How did they find out?

 

[SuicideByBelt]

How did they find out?

They just looked at my LinkedIn and figured out I was young/not a typical consumer of SN

 

[WhiteDespair]

They just looked at my LinkedIn and figured out I was young/not a typical consumer of SN

They actually looked at your LinkedIn? That's unexpected.

 

[SuicideByBelt]

They actually looked at your LinkedIn? That's unexpected.

it is in my email description

They actually looked at your LinkedIn? That's unexpected.

Detergent suicide is meant to make you immediately unconscious so it shouldn't be that bad

 

[Rachel74]

Good luck op and safe travels

 

[Imlostwithouthim]

This one is an interesting idea. Oddly, I've never managed to find such a thing, for free, on my own.

Outlook.has this capability now you can schedule emails to send at later dates or times.

It is difficult to access the safer options. I tried to buy Sodium Nitrite but was refunded because they figured out why I'm doing it.

I can't get access to most of the drugs in the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

I'm the same re peaceful pills handbook.

Can I ask why a tent in the woods? Do you live home with parents which is why you aren't doing it there?

 

[WhiteDespair]

it is in my email description


Detergent suicide is meant to make you immediately unconscious so it shouldn't be that bad

Looks like the more plain the email the better.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

It is difficult to access the safer options. I tried to buy Sodium Nitrite but was refunded because they figured out why I'm doing it.

I can't get access to most of the drugs in the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

This is troubling indeed. Where did you try buying SN?

 

[SuicideByBelt]

This is troubling indeed. Where did you try buying SN?

from my local auction website