Suicide that appears accidental

[Futureghost]

hi everyone,

I'm new here so forgive me if I fuck this up somehow.

I really want to ctb ASAP but my mother is Muslim meaning that she believes in hell and in her belief system anyone who commits suicide goes to hell. Even though I don't believe this, the thought of her being anguished by my having gone to hell is something I'm not willing to put her through.

So I need to find a way to do it where it looks like an accident.

I read on here about shallow water black outs. There's a pool in my building and I'm going to start teaching myself how to black out. I'm wondering if ppl know of people who've had success with this method?

Im also wondering if anyone has any other suggestions about any other methods that look like accidents?

Side note: I don't drive so couldn't do anything in a car

Thanks so much

Future ghost

 

[s_girl]

Welcome to the site. I think there's a lot of people in the same situation but in my opinion it's very difficult to stage an accident. I think your mum will struggle no matter the method of your death.

Dennis Wilson from the Beach Boys died by shallow water blackout maybe or maybe not intentionally. I personally think that's a very difficult method to achieve, with a high failure rate.

So what about accidentally being hit by a train? Going for a hike and taking a selfie and 'accidentally' falling to your death? This seems to happen all the time. Going camping and trying to stay warm but accidentally dying by CO? This happens to people accidentally (and intentionally) all the time, Getting drunk and drowning like Jeff Buckley. Accidental death by cop?

That's it for now but I'm sure I can come up with more...I still think it's highly unlikely but you never really know.

 

[Swisher]

earlier I said that I was going to write out a grocery list put it in the car next to me as if I were going shopping. We also know the garage door sticks and the car won't start all the time. If I start the car go into the garage and the engine is running it happens all the time. But I'll need to take something first so I just have to Triple my dose of my medications. Doctor's will look for that last. I'm alone too, so I can't hurt anybody else...I think I can get away with it. You can do many things..with MY GROCERY LIST INVENTION? Just having it in your hand. That's what I'm going to do.

 

[jake]

i think "accidential suicide" is the holy grail for everyone here ... and i fear it is just as impossible to find. certainly there are ways to make your death appear to be accidental -- the car accident is the most obvious -- but those usually have pretty big holes. the suicidal car accident, for example, is less than certain death, might involve injuring others, and might leave clues that make it obvious that it was intentional (for example, the absence of skid marks indicating braking before careening off the side of a steep cliff). my preferred method is steping in front of a train, but as much as i have investigated and planned, i cannot come up with any sure way to make this appear accidental -- it simply is too easy to avoid if one were not trying to get hit. the best i can come up with is getting incredibly drunk in the hours before and "passing out" on the tracks in a very dark, unlit area (to reduce the chances of anyone seeing me early enough to avoid the impact). i worry, though, that if i am so drunk as to give the "accident" conclusion any credibility, i might be too drunk to avoid screwing it up.

 

[Deivis]

Barbeque CO would look very accidental... Dunno about your situation, country, maybe you need some pretext or cover story, but for most folks it's pretty normal to go camping.

After all, your mother simply wants to look good in the eyes of her religious peers... If they think it was an accident, she'll be fine.

 

[Jerryman]

I think an idea will come about soon because of the high demand for a method that doesn't look like suicide. People are getting close to coming up with something.

 

[tammyot]

Well I've been thinking about hypothermia as accidental. Not a pleasant way to go mind you so hoping for further suggestions

 

[Trashcan]

Maybe you could find a train track, one that has two train tracks. Then find out the times the trains usually come by. And you could maybe stand between the two tracks while taking a selfie (lots of teenagers do this). If you're in between two trains, you could actually die. A few years ago, three teenage girls did this and they all died. And it was ruled an accident because it's just a normal teenage thing.

 

[deathbycakes]

like jerryman said, you're not alone in wanting to do accidental"suicide".

its gonna take time tho cause rn what we have is more of a "how to give yourself terminal illness"

 

[worldexploder]

I don't think nitrogen can be detected in the blood but you have to get someone to take the exit bag off and hide the tank after you CTB. Do you live in a country that sales N?

 

[Help_Me]

I think drowning is the thing you are looking for. Even if it comes to autopsy, they can't actually detect if you swallowed tons of cold water intentionally or not. But you need a really good cover story for that. For example, if your family knows you're a perfect swimmer, there will be a lot of questions for sure...

 

[faex42]

Hang Gliding "accident"

 

[Fallen bad23]

I also need that so my mum doesn't go crazy knowing that I killed myself and that she could have stopped me. I believe that staging suicide as accient makes it easier for families to accept our death and don't feel guilty about it.

 

[MAIO]

hi everyone,

I'm new here so forgive me if I fuck this up somehow.

I really want to ctb ASAP but my mother is Muslim meaning that she believes in hell and in her belief system anyone who commits suicide goes to hell. Even though I don't believe this, the thought of her being anguished by my having gone to hell is something I'm not willing to put her through.

So I need to find a way to do it where it looks like an accident.

I read on here about shallow water black outs. There's a pool in my building and I'm going to start teaching myself how to black out. I'm wondering if ppl know of people who've had success with this method?

Im also wondering if anyone has any other suggestions about any other methods that look like accidents?

Side note: I don't drive so couldn't do anything in a car

Thanks so much

Future ghost

Just go camping or for a hike and fall off a cliff.

 

[sumbumedguy]

If you're goal is to just die and forget about the your reputation, making it look accedental is going to make you look dumb .like why on eEarth woul you bbq in doors. I mean you could "fall" but human reflexes might either help you or keep you alive by messing with your acting. See car accidents happen frequently enough so there's that... but no car hmmmm. Plus aabit riskier. Suicide by murder Is an ok alternative I guess but still iffy you might just get beat up or worse r***d. Alot of accidents are very tortureis and risky. Like "getting lost" is gonna take a while to dehydrate at least 3 days. If all else fails, tip a vending machine it's a one ton metal box. BTW gr8 name

 

[Futureghost]

like jerryman said, you're not alone in wanting to do accidental"suicide".

its gonna take time tho cause rn what we have is more of a "how to give yourself terminal illness"

By terminal illness are you referring to becoming brain dead by failing an attempt? Or something else? I could be willing to die from some kind of illness if it appears natural

 

[Futureghost]

If you're goal is to just die and forget about the your reputation, making it look accedental is going to make you look dumb .like why on eEarth woul you bbq in doors. I mean you could "fall" but human reflexes might either help you or keep you alive by messing with your acting. See car accidents happen frequently enough so there's that... but no car hmmmm. Plus aabit riskier. Suicide by murder Is an ok alternative I guess but still iffy you might just get beat up or worse r***d. Alot of accidents are very tortureis and risky. Like "getting lost" is gonna take a while to dehydrate at least 3 days. If all else fails, tip a vending machine it's a one ton metal box. BTW gr8 name

Ya i hear you, I'm not concerned about my own reputation just about my mom. How does one actually die from getting lost? Have you read about that Japanese psychiatrist who walked into the forest in Yellowknife and died? Do you think she died of dehydration? And thank you :)

 

[Futureghost]

I also need that so my mum doesn't go crazy knowing that I killed myself and that she could have stopped me. I believe that staging suicide as accient makes it easier for families to accept our death and don't feel guilty about it.

If it weren't for her I would try to get my hands on a gun, but I'm in Canada so easier said than done

 

[Futureghost]

Hang Gliding "accident"

Thank you! I will look into this

 

[Futureghost]

I don't think nitrogen can be detected in the blood but you have to get someone to take the exit bag off and hide the tank after you CTB. Do you live in a country that sales N?

I'm not sure, I'm in Canada. I really don't think anyone would be willing to remove those things/hide them for me. I can hardly even slightly allude to the fact that I want to die without the ppl in my life being really worried (I've tried before)

 

[Futureghost]

i think "accidential suicide" is the holy grail for everyone here ... and i fear it is just as impossible to find. certainly there are ways to make your death appear to be accidental -- the car accident is the most obvious -- but those usually have pretty big holes. the suicidal car accident, for example, is less than certain death, might involve injuring others, and might leave clues that make it obvious that it was intentional (for example, the absence of skid marks indicating braking before careening off the side of a steep cliff). my preferred method is steping in front of a train, but as much as i have investigated and planned, i cannot come up with any sure way to make this appear accidental -- it simply is too easy to avoid if one were not trying to get hit. the best i can come up with is getting incredibly drunk in the hours before and "passing out" on the tracks in a very dark, unlit area (to reduce the chances of anyone seeing me early enough to avoid the impact). i worry, though, that if i am so drunk as to give the "accident" conclusion any credibility, i might be too drunk to avoid screwing it up.

And if you survived you might be paralyzed or lose limbs. People often survive train attempts which rly sucks

 

[Essie]

You could starve yourself. I am starving now (not on purpose) and tried to hasten it to make death come quicker. It is not pleasant. Oh, and you'd need to dehydrate too, and that is godawful, from experience. Obviously, people around you would notice this and question it, and assume you are anorexic. But in my case, I can't eat much and would love to, but I just can't. Again, this is VERY unpleasant and would take a supreme willpower to accomplish it. Plus, it might get very gruesome at the end and they WILL medically intervene if allowed. But it is an idea.

Edit: I was sort of joking when I wrote this and really do NOT recommend it to people. I would hate for someone to embark on this path and get to the point where they cave and all they did was get skinnier and seriously nutrient deficient. Even me, a person starving, gave up after 2 days of trying to "make it go faster" and began fantasizing about a heaven filled with nothing but food.

 

[Futureghost]

earlier I said that I was going to write out a grocery list put it in the car next to me as if I were going shopping. We also know the garage door sticks and the car won't start all the time. If I start the car go into the garage and the engine is running it happens all the time. But I'll need to take something first so I just have to Triple my dose of my medications. Doctor's will look for that last. I'm alone too, so I can't hurt anybody else...I think I can get away with it. You can do many things..with MY GROCERY LIST INVENTION? Just having it in your hand. That's what I'm going to do.

Great idea

 

[Swisher]

You could starve yourself. I am starving now (not on purpose) and tried to hasten it to make death come quicker. It is not pleasant. Oh, and you'd need to dehydrate too, and that is godawful, from experience. Obviously, people around you would notice this and question it, and assume you are anorexic. But in my case, I can't eat much and would love to, but I just can't. Again, this is VERY unpleasant and would take a supreme willpower to accomplish it. Plus, it might get very gruesome at the end and they WILL medically intervene if allowed. But it is an idea.

I could easily do this....but you're right, I don't want any tubing I my nose...or anywhere else!

 

[Bandzbandz]

I think making future plans and talking about the future is a good way to trick people as well

 

[deathbycakes]

By terminal illness are you referring to becoming brain dead by failing an attempt? Or something else? I could be willing to die from some kind of illness if it appears natural

no, we aren't after brain dead. more like pneumonia or cancer

 

[Swisher]

I think making future plans and talking about the future is a good way to trick people as well

Yes. Absolutely. Right up my alley. I just don't know my alley. It all hinges on barging?!

 

[Essie]

On this topic, a few months ago I was looking at research on how many people who are actually murdered have it disguised as suicide by the killer (a lot, apparently). But the coroner always figures it out even if the cops initially write it off as a suicide. Anyway, there was this one guy who a forensic expert noted did the most involved suicide disguised as murder I have ever heard of: he attached a gun to a weather balloon and shot himself, so when they found the body it was just dead in a field. However, they knew something was fishy here (forensics that they didn't explain in the article), and it took 3 months to figure out what he had really done. Point being, it is VERY difficult to make a suicide appear as anything but to forensics, and VERY difficult to make a murder appear as a suicide (forensically).

 

[Swisher]

Yes. Absolutely. Right up my alley. I just don't know my alley. It all hinges on barging?!

NOT BARGING. I don't have a barge. Barfing ( death by barge? What's that look like??)

 

[Futureghost]

You could starve yourself. I am starving now (not on purpose) and tried to hasten it to make death come quicker. It is not pleasant. Oh, and you'd need to dehydrate too, and that is godawful, from experience. Obviously, people around you would notice this and question it, and assume you are anorexic. But in my case, I can't eat much

no, we aren't after brain dead. more like pneumonia or cancer

Sign me up lol