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FuneralCry
She wished that she never existed...
- Sep 24, 2020
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And that's why I cannot stand it when people say things like "i hope you don't ctb and find a way to live!" as not everyone wants to suffer for decades just to be tortured by old age. I don't understand those who automatically assume that existing is desirable for everyone, for me existence could never be under any circumstances. Simply being conscious and aware is dreadful and tiring to me, so I actually find comments like that to be very insensitive. Existence is the problem for me and death is the solution, I have no interest in suffering in this meaningless existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer.
Honestly I find it sadistic how many want to prolong the suffering of others, I don't understand comments like that anyway as suicide is a human right, not something for other people to have a say in, no matter what suicide should be respected as a personal choice. In my case I only find comfort in death, only death can bring me peace, it terrifies me how a human can potentially exist for so long.
Honestly I find it sadistic how many want to prolong the suffering of others, I don't understand comments like that anyway as suicide is a human right, not something for other people to have a say in, no matter what suicide should be respected as a personal choice. In my case I only find comfort in death, only death can bring me peace, it terrifies me how a human can potentially exist for so long.