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suisuiforum
Experienced
- Jul 4, 2021
- 237
Never mind the fact that they refuse to let us have bodily autonomy. Never mind the fact that capitalists want us to stay alive for the sole purpose of contributing to the labor force.
What I can't stand to witness are those hypocritical, self-congratulatory pro-lifers who parrot pointless platitudes every day only to turn around and retract it all when the going gets tough.
They preen themselves on how much they care about others, about the hapless, helpless outcasts of society. They post their hotlines, donate to their little fundraisers, and call it day, thinking themselves to be good people while inadvertently or intentionally making life worse for actual suicidal people in their lives.
It is almost laughable, but downright twisted, how they're so misguided in the sense that sometimes, it's impossible to eradicate suicidal ideation. They keep us trapped out of a selfish need to placate their own guilty consciences while never thinking of our perspective at all, wholly inconsiderate of our opinions and making us feel like we're in the wrong for ever contemplating suicide, as though we should be grateful that life hasn't been more difficult for us if someone always has it worse. Of course, calling suicidal people selfish has always been their favorite pastime.
How can they say they care when people are suicidal when all they're going to do is throw more insults? Why the hell would anyone stay alive for that?
Why can't they just own up to it, be honest and say they don't give a shit about people like us, not if they're just going to raise hell and force us to fit in this pre-crafted mold?
I'm tired of the camouflaging, tired of trying to be accepted by the rest of society time after time, playing by their rules, following their rituals, always to be met with a cold shoulder. I have tried to understand the individual and collective human psyche only to be met with failure after years of introspection, and I've simply had enough. I don't believe I'm meant to participate in this world in a meaningful way, not after everyone's behavior toward me has completely shuttered any hope I once had. Is this their way of convincing me that "life is a gift"?
So I'm over it, and done with how these hypocrites will say one thing and do another, refusing to reconcile words with actions. They will merely pretend to care by continuing a series of fool's errands to stroke their own egos while never giving suicidal people a chance to explain what actually helps, and I see no indication of this changing.
What I can't stand to witness are those hypocritical, self-congratulatory pro-lifers who parrot pointless platitudes every day only to turn around and retract it all when the going gets tough.
They preen themselves on how much they care about others, about the hapless, helpless outcasts of society. They post their hotlines, donate to their little fundraisers, and call it day, thinking themselves to be good people while inadvertently or intentionally making life worse for actual suicidal people in their lives.
It is almost laughable, but downright twisted, how they're so misguided in the sense that sometimes, it's impossible to eradicate suicidal ideation. They keep us trapped out of a selfish need to placate their own guilty consciences while never thinking of our perspective at all, wholly inconsiderate of our opinions and making us feel like we're in the wrong for ever contemplating suicide, as though we should be grateful that life hasn't been more difficult for us if someone always has it worse. Of course, calling suicidal people selfish has always been their favorite pastime.
How can they say they care when people are suicidal when all they're going to do is throw more insults? Why the hell would anyone stay alive for that?
Why can't they just own up to it, be honest and say they don't give a shit about people like us, not if they're just going to raise hell and force us to fit in this pre-crafted mold?
I'm tired of the camouflaging, tired of trying to be accepted by the rest of society time after time, playing by their rules, following their rituals, always to be met with a cold shoulder. I have tried to understand the individual and collective human psyche only to be met with failure after years of introspection, and I've simply had enough. I don't believe I'm meant to participate in this world in a meaningful way, not after everyone's behavior toward me has completely shuttered any hope I once had. Is this their way of convincing me that "life is a gift"?
So I'm over it, and done with how these hypocrites will say one thing and do another, refusing to reconcile words with actions. They will merely pretend to care by continuing a series of fool's errands to stroke their own egos while never giving suicidal people a chance to explain what actually helps, and I see no indication of this changing.