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suicidestyle

suicidestyle

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Sep 9, 2023
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I haven't posted here in like a year...I don't know why I haven't done it yet. But I've found someone I'm deeply in love with over the internet (I know, how pathetic.. cyberdating. ) but he's just as depressed and suicidal as me and we've made plans to CTB next year on December 14. Oh, how things end. He has access to a gun, which I don't have...so I'm confused on a method to CTB, any suggestions?
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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good luck
hope everything goes well for you 🍀
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
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Please be careful with that person. Make sure you trust him and that he is who he claims he is <3
 
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Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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(I know, how pathetic.. cyberdating. ) but he's just as depressed and suicidal as me
For the first part, I have to say that I met my wife online (and we've been married for almost 20 years now!). The second part could become problematic or in the best case positive if both of you find a way to deal with your issues together.

However, you won't be able to use a gun at the same time - this could lead to the fact that one of you will still be alive while the other already passed. Imo this isn't an optimal setting. One of you could back out traumatized.

It's really a complex and difficult setting you're in. I'm sorry.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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