hypnotizing chickens
εκφυλισμένος εκφυλισμός
- Aug 24, 2020
- 34
Just a funny thing i thought of in the shower. We can submit our suicide notes for suggestions and grammatical corrections. Part writing part poetry workshop
Stick
Experienced
- Aug 31, 2020
- 269
LonelyNick
They/Them, He/Him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 262
Here's mine;
"People don't care if every day of your life is excruciating pain non stop. They expect you to function as normal. They don't even care if you WANT to kill yourself. As long as you don't do it that's all that matters to them."
I don't know what to say. Ironic that the sentence that's been thrown at me so much lately is all I can come up with now.
I don't know what to say, that I haven't already said a million times. I'm in pain. I'm lonely. I'm unhappy. My mental illness makes living so hard. The daily grind makes me so unhappy all I'm thinking about is dying.
So it's time to take a bow. Be selfish for once and do something for ME. I'm leaving with a smile on my face, happy to be free from the pain that's been weighing me down all year.
"People don't care if every day of your life is excruciating pain non stop. They expect you to function as normal. They don't even care if you WANT to kill yourself. As long as you don't do it that's all that matters to them."
I don't know what to say. Ironic that the sentence that's been thrown at me so much lately is all I can come up with now.
I don't know what to say, that I haven't already said a million times. I'm in pain. I'm lonely. I'm unhappy. My mental illness makes living so hard. The daily grind makes me so unhappy all I'm thinking about is dying.
So it's time to take a bow. Be selfish for once and do something for ME. I'm leaving with a smile on my face, happy to be free from the pain that's been weighing me down all year.
nitroautnz
Specialist
- Sep 11, 2020
- 361
Dark but to the point! i wish i could write like this
Its a really good idea, i probably wont share but reading other could help me with my own.
LonelyNick
They/Them, He/Him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 262
Thank you. People do say I'm a good writer. I just don't have the energy for it anymore.
Add this workshop idea to our proposed SS convention. 
Caspers
Lost
- Jun 23, 2020
- 403
I've chosen not to do a note. But I am planning on sending a delayed email to the police.
This is a delayed email. My location is ***. At ***, I overdosed on a lethal amount of Sodium Nitrite. If this email has come to you, I have succeeded in ending my life. In my room, you should be able to see a birth certificate, passport and personal cards. My parents are *** (phone number) and *** (phone number). Their home address is ***
This is a delayed email. My location is ***. At ***, I overdosed on a lethal amount of Sodium Nitrite. If this email has come to you, I have succeeded in ending my life. In my room, you should be able to see a birth certificate, passport and personal cards. My parents are *** (phone number) and *** (phone number). Their home address is ***
Deleted member 13412
Member
- Dec 27, 2019
- 84
hey could i ask u if u maybe know wht email service u will use, or do u know one thts safe n reliable ? please <3thanku!!!
Caspers
Lost
- Jun 23, 2020
- 403
I will be using outlook if they are able to accommodate delayed emails. If not, I am aware Gmail does delays. It may only work on desktop email, as phone ones are simplified. I'd suggest you do some trials by sending delayed emails to yourself, you'll know how reliable it is that way
For one second I thought Stan was back.
Be careful/do your research.
I have read, somewhere on ss, that some of the email services that do delayed emails scan them for key words & if certain words are in them they are flagged for intervention & you could end up with cops etc finding/stopping you (pretty sure gmail was mentioned as one of them).
Stick
Experienced
- Aug 31, 2020
- 269
I tested this and sent an email to another email of mine with lots of keywords titled "I'm going to commit suicide", and nothing happened. Maybe I didn't hit enough words or something, but I'm not sure it's a huge risk honestly. Or maybe I just got lucky.
Add this workshop idea to our proposed SS convention.
The workshops will be held at the "suicide hotel" once we are fully operational. Just watch out for the Amway people who will be having their meeting in the adjacent room, they may try to "recruit" you.
So did you receive the email with your other email address in the time you allocated it for?
Stick
Experienced
- Aug 31, 2020
- 269
I did, yeah. I only set the time for a few hours and it came right on the dot
ecmnesia
the only thing humans are equal in is death
- Aug 30, 2020
- 767
do you guys plan on saying something to ease your loved ones sorrow? idk if there is really something that can possibly help my family trough this, honestly just considered not leaving anything.
Stick
Experienced
- Aug 31, 2020
- 269
Of course! Again, I might be wrong but there are definitely some combinations of keywords that don't alert the response. Maybe you could test your version of your email that way so you could be certain that it won't set off alarms when you send it to the people you want to.
Caspers
Lost
- Jun 23, 2020
- 403
hypnotizing chickens
εκφυλισμένος εκφυλισμός
- Aug 24, 2020
- 34
There's nothing you could really say to ease their pain immediately, but explaining your suffering wont leave them wondering why and that could help in the long run.
Rn110bg101
I want to go home
- Apr 18, 2019
- 412
I used to have one that was multiple paragraphs but now it's literally just
"By the time you read this, if you ever do, I will be gone.
I'm sorry for all of the pain I've caused you.
There is nothing else needing to be added.
- [my name]"
I doubt they would read anything longer... neither do I trust myself enough to write a letter without saying dumb things.
"By the time you read this, if you ever do, I will be gone.
I'm sorry for all of the pain I've caused you.
There is nothing else needing to be added.
- [my name]"
I doubt they would read anything longer... neither do I trust myself enough to write a letter without saying dumb things.
hypnotizing chickens
εκφυλισμένος εκφυλισμός
- Aug 24, 2020
- 34
Ooh yes, a suicide manifesto? Is it's length almost sadistic in nature? Practically leaving them with a chore that they must fulfill knowing that these are your final words. I've got an entire journal that I'm trying to fill out. I've just noticed that the pages coincidentally have one line for each year that I've been on earth.
It contains my philosophies, some ridiculous comedic poetry, and a morbid script for a car commercial that turns into a paint commercial that turns into a commercial for cleaning products and on and on that feature various people using the products in a reckless and suicidal manner. And a page where I just write 'no' all over. I wish I were ambitious enough to compose a symphony. . .
