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linn8

linn8

New Member
Sep 20, 2021
4
Say you have one million dollars. Which method would you be using? Can having money like that make suicide easier? For example, hiring someone to kill you or getting an expert for euthanasia. Are there such cases like that in real life? I have not heard of anything like that, suicide methods involving large amount of money. I'm just curious. Such thing exist?
 
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OrcWitch

Warlock
Sep 3, 2021
702
I would buy a bunch of powerful black market explosives and blow myself up if I was wealthy
 
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donewrong

doomed
Jul 14, 2021
106
Cryogenisation ofc, expecting to wake to the future when the contemporary "peaceful pill" would make me feel like I'm on ecstasy 24/24 7/7 without comedown so I can forget about ctb
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,338
Say you have one million dollars. Which method would you be using? Can having money like that make suicide easier? For example, hiring someone to kill you or getting an expert for euthanasia. Are there such cases like that in real life? I have not heard of anything like that, suicide methods involving large amount of money. I'm just curious. Such thing exist?
If i had the money i would get a house out far way from people so that they can't interfere or "save" me when i try to commit suicide. One of the obstacles is someone "saving you while your brain is dying and you then remain alive but with brain damage . i live in a small apartment in a city with people all around me . This house out far from civilization would make my suicide easier also as for example i can test various carbon monoxide methods many times . Now i can't test co in an apartment because co will affect people in the apartments around me.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I would hire a hooker to choke me to death between her thighs. Food for thought
 
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rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
Jump from my private plane <□□□<
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
I would just buy N (if he doesn't come for the first time, you can try thousands of times) I would give the rest of the money to my family so that it would be easier for them to endure my death
 
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tiredplant777

tiredplant777

Student
Jul 23, 2021
196
I'd get opiates! I guess I can figure out how to get them now too, but for some reason it feels like it would be easier if I had a lot of money.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,789
Shallow water blackout in pool of N while having spec ops shoot at me with .50 cals.
 
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sully

sully

Experienced
Jul 27, 2021
231
In Switzerland (or any other country of choice or even at home), with family/friends/alone, under doctor's supervision with a little glass of Nembutal. Or even better intravenous. Idk what can be more peaceful.
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
139
Jump from my private plane <□□□<

I don't even know if you have to jump, those small private planes seem to crash an awful lot more than commercial airliners. There's at least a dozen musicians who have died in plane crashes on private planes who wouldn't have died if they'd been flying coach.
 
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sully

sully

Experienced
Jul 27, 2021
231
I don't even know if you have to jump, those small private planes seem to crash an awful lot more than commercial airliners. There's at least a dozen musicians who have died in plane crashes on private planes who wouldn't have died if they'd been flying coach.

I think there is a chance of burning alive in the plane crush. Doesn't seem so peaceful. Depends of what kind of crush it is.
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
139
I think there is a chance of burning alive in the plane crush. Doesn't seem so peaceful. Depends of what kind of crush it is.
Oh, it sounds awful. And I'm not saying that it's something that they chose or would have chosen. (Except John Denver. He made an informed choice to fly a small, highly experimental plane.) But private planes are, I dunno, borderline death-wish, they crash waaay more than commercial airliners.
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Still use my N but travel around the world first
I wish I could have traveled more before ctb but it's not really an option given my current mental, physical and financial situation:(
 
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sully

sully

Experienced
Jul 27, 2021
231
Still use my N but travel around the world first
I wish I could have traveled more before ctb but it's not really an option given my current mental, physical and financial situation:(
Same :( only I prefer my N powdered, not to drink so much of that stuff
 
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xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Same :( only I prefer my N powdered, not to drink so much of that stuff
Good point!
Actually on second thoughts, perhaps I would attempt to bribe Pegasos or Dignitas with the money to accept my application lol
 
insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
yup y got lot of many of acids like cyanide , nembutal etc ..
 
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UseItOrLoseIt

Visionary
Dec 4, 2020
2,215
Build an underground lab, hire scientist to make the purest N that exists. To help you people out.
Meanwhile, hire engineers to build a fail-proof guillotine and chop my head off. Always wanted to go that way. Clean cut!
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
695
Skydiving without a parachute
 
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HomesickAlien

HomesickAlien

Vicious Cycle
Nov 5, 2019
15
Fentanyl or carfentanyl. Locally sourced, pharma brand, in drinkable form and in a known dose.
 
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Deleted member 8579

Enlightened
Apr 28, 2021
1,323
Meanwhile, hire engineers to build an fail-proof guillotine and chop my head off. Always wanted to go that way. Clean cut!
Can you relate in any way to the last words of serial killer Peter Kürten before his execution by guillotine?

"Sag, wenn mein Kopf abgeschlagen wurde, bin ich dann noch in der Lage zu hören, wie das Blut aus meinem Hals strömt? Das wäre eine große Freude."

Translation:

"Tell me, when my head has been severed, will I still be able to hear how the blood gushes out of my neck? That would be a great joy."
 
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sully

sully

Experienced
Jul 27, 2021
231
Fentanyl or carfentanyl. Locally sourced, pharma brand, in drinkable form and in a known dose.

yeah, would be perfect. Too bad there is no way to get it in a drincable form, even in dark web…
I wouldn't mind a lethal injection though only if someone else does it, preferably a doctor
 
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phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
I would probably pay someone to shoot me multiple times (I doubt it's possible but who knows)
 
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Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
I would probably pay someone to shoot me multiple times (I doubt it's possible but who knows)
It's really possible if you have million dollars lol
 
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phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
It's really possible if you have million dollars lol
That's very true :pfff: I'm sure there's someone out there who'd shoot me for a million dollars
 
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UseItOrLoseIt

Visionary
Dec 4, 2020
2,215
Can you relate in any way to the last words of serial killer Peter Kürten before his execution by guillotine?

"Sag, wenn mein Kopf abgeschlagen wurde, bin ich dann noch in der Lage zu hören, wie das Blut aus meinem Hals strömt? Das wäre eine große Freude."

Translation:

"Tell me, when my head has been severed, will I still be able to hear how the blood gushes out of my neck? That would be a great joy."
I'm not so much into gushing blood, no, lol, but I relate nonetheless. My vision is a tad more peaceful. Nevermind the blood, but seeing my own decapitated head would be an experience. As an ex-psychonaut and overall "spiritual" (please read this with no religious undertones) person I get all giddy at the mention of out-of-body experiences. Well.. you can't get more out-of-body than that.
I imagine my decapitated head's last thoughs would be something like: "At last, we part ways. We never belonged together."
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,590
If I had that money, I would move to a country where euthanasia is legal. That is my ideal way to leave this world, no chance of failure and everybody would know about it in advance and would have time to come to terms with my death. However I'm not sure if I would get accepted.
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
If I had that money, I would move to a country where euthanasia is legal. That is my ideal way to leave this world, no chance of failure and everybody would know about it in advance and would have time to come to terms with my death. However I'm not sure if I would get accepted.
Most likely, you will be refused, for that kind of money you can organize an underground euthanasia with an experienced doctor.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
4,853
Barbiturate sleeping tablets (a literal peaceful pill) a la Marilyn Monroe. Some say that they do still exist in some parts of the world. Removes the final flaw of N (the taste).
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
One million isn't enough for my fancy methods. I'd like to blow myself up with a nuke, launch myself into space or descend to the bottom of the Marian trench and stay there.
 
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