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duingmann
Member
- Jun 25, 2024
- 18
I'll probably kill myself in the near future due to too much suffering and anxiety, I cant take this anymore. I think i will hang myself due to the fact that I cant find a SN source, and I dont have access to a gun.
Hanging seems like the hardest and most risky way to kill myself, but most accessible. I have tried a slipknot around my neck and it feels like it doesn't get tight enough, my rope should be good for this, but when I have the other end in my hand and put the weight of my head in the slipknot, it does not tighten. Will it tighten enough when i'm hanging with my whole bodyweight? This has had me thinking that the worst scenario is me hanging concious for many hours and getting rescued. The other problem is finding a spot to hang.
Hanging seems like the hardest and most risky way to kill myself, but most accessible. I have tried a slipknot around my neck and it feels like it doesn't get tight enough, my rope should be good for this, but when I have the other end in my hand and put the weight of my head in the slipknot, it does not tighten. Will it tighten enough when i'm hanging with my whole bodyweight? This has had me thinking that the worst scenario is me hanging concious for many hours and getting rescued. The other problem is finding a spot to hang.