Suicide by a cop with a twist

[JustSwingingTheD]

Once you have the deadly substance of your choice, it's just about getting over that survival instinct. I guess that in the end there is only one effective method for this. Make reality more terrifying for yourself than the thought of death is.

My method involves a crime that would put me in jail for years and years. Just to be clear, I really don't want to do anything like this, I'm not starving for attention. But if nothing else works when the time comes, then i guess i have no choice. Prison terrifies me, i think much more so than a (painless) death. For me, the only way of getting around that survival instinct would be using that built up rage inside me against someone else.

If you have any serious tips about possible non-violent ways of achieving this, let me know. Who knows, you might save some total asswipes life.

 

[tilsleepcomes]

I've had this sort of thing on my mind before.

I thought about attempted/bank robbery with a non lethal weapon like a butter knife.

Would be looking at years for bank robbery, but without the guilt or shame of looking like I meant to hurt someone.

Although my thought was more on death by cop than motivation to CTB.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I'm sorry it came to this.

I think bank robbery with a fake weapon too, although I don't think it's a good idea. You could really end up in prison, without an easy way to ctb, or someone else might get hurt in one way or another.

If you're capable of what I think you're implying, could you not try to volunteer for the war in Ukraine or another warzone? then go AWOL and try to get yourself and only yourself killed. It'd be another way of getting around survival instinct without having to perform the act yourself. It has some of the same downsides as the other way, but without having to do what would put you in prison for years.

I suspect some people might do that anyway and then turn a weapon on themselves with the same rationale... I wonder if those people were suicidal before the act.

 

[Smart No More]

Well I mean it depends who the asswipe is.

The moral dilemma is making that choice.


Tbh though, I'm sure there's plenty stuff that could land you in jail without risking anyones life. However any of them might involve having to ctb whilst being actively targeted by a cop and you stand a high chance of not managing to pull it off quickly enough or without being treated and saved and then ending up inside anyway.

 

[mediocre.marsupial]

Really depends on the country, right? Some places use non-lethal methods first like tasers or might focus more on arresting you rather than shooting. And if they do that, then you'd have even more problems

 

[Smart No More]

It's not about death by shooting (via cop).


It's about inducing fear of certain imprisonment.

For OP I mean.

 

[Worndown]

Getting killed by a cop is not fair to the cop.
Getting killed by a train is not fair to the crew.
Getting hit by a car is not fair to the driver.
We should not make others kill us.
Your personal issues and choices should not be forced upon them.

 

[JustSwingingTheD]

It's not about death by shooting (via cop).


It's about inducing fear of certain imprisonment.

For OP I mean.

Yes.

An actual suicide by a cop where i live would be virtually impossible, because cops here are not fucking idiots and only use their weapons when necessary, and even then they mostly aim for your legs.

 

[hopelessandconfused]

So if I understand correctly you want to commit a crime which would land you in jail, so the fear of going to jail will encourage you to ctb. Well which crime would achieve this depends on the country. Selling drugs or embezzling a lot of money come to mind. I would recommend against fake robberies etc since it could traumatise the people involved and you could get arrested on the spot. Of course with any crime theres a possibility you'll be arrested before getting the chance to ctb and then you'll be stuck in prison where that would be rather difficult, so I don't know how smart doing any of this would be.

 

[The Eeyorish One]

Getting killed by a cop is not fair to the cop.
Getting killed by a train is not fair to the crew.
Getting hit by a car is not fair to the driver.
We should not make others kill us.
Your personal issues and choices should not be forced upon them.

Cops have no problem constantly killing literal children and covering it up so I have absolutely zero moral qualms about forcing one of them to kill me. In fact if I knew for certain they'd even be slightly affected by it I'd totally use this as my method because they are a group of people that deserve to suffer for the untold horrors and atrocities they commit on a daily basis.

 

[Worndown]

The trick is to find one of the few "bad cops" to do this for you. The rest are just doing their job.