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Deleted member 23885
Experienced
- Nov 18, 2020
- 294
I have severe depression and have suffered from psychosis in the past. I attempted to ctb last time with yew seeds. My mum found the yew seeds & binned them. Also, after doing thorough research, I realized that they have a low success rate. My mum- a religious Muslim- does not want me to ctb. So, she is doing her best to control me.
As hanging has a 30% rate of failure, I'm not willing to risk it.
Currently, I live in Europe, but I'm seriously considering immigrating to America so I can ctb by gunshot.
Would that be a good idea? I could tell my family that i'm there for a job.
If anyone is willing to chat, I'd be quite glad!
As hanging has a 30% rate of failure, I'm not willing to risk it.
Currently, I live in Europe, but I'm seriously considering immigrating to America so I can ctb by gunshot.
Would that be a good idea? I could tell my family that i'm there for a job.
If anyone is willing to chat, I'd be quite glad!