Discussion Suicide and running away

[SpencerSees]

Hi, so I've been thinking that ending it at home would be a bit messy and annoying due to the small apartment with 4 people in it who never seem to leave all at once. I know as a minor you get brought home by cops if you get caught as a runaway, but that should not be the case after 18 even if there is a missing report for you, right? An adult should have the right to be away from their legal address for an extended period of time.
Anyways would you CBT at home or somewhere else? Is there a dream place for you?

 

[Loser1989]

I feel the same way as you, running away and CTB somewhere beautiful and cold, with trees and a lake. I want to disappear. I dont drive so I'd have to walk or catch a ride. But I feel the same way as you :)

 

[TheOneFreeDude]

I don't want to traumatize anyone, so I'd probably just avoid friends and family seeing it. I don't mind the rest, I'll be dead. I cite Fernando Pessoa:

When spring comes,
If I'm already dead,
The flowers will bloom just the same
And the trees will be no less green than last spring.
Reality doesn't need me.
I feel enormous joy
Thinking that my death doesn't matter at all.
If I knew that tomorrow I would die and that spring was the day after tomorrow, I'd die happy, because it was the day after tomorrow.
If that's its time, when else would it come if not in its time?
I like everything to be real and everything to be right;
And I like it because that's how it would be, even if I didn't like it.
So if I die now, I'll die happy, because everything is real and everything is right.
You can pray Latin over my coffin if you like.
If you want, you can dance and sing around it.
I have no preferences for when I can no longer have preferences.
Whatever it is, when it is, is what it is.

 

[itriedinthislife2]

Hi, so I've been thinking that ending it at home would be a bit messy and annoying due to the small apartment with 4 people in it who never seem to leave all at once. I know as a minor you get brought home by cops if you get caught as a runaway, but that should not be the case after 18 even if there is a missing report for you, right? An adult should have the right to be away from their legal address for an extended period of time.
Anyways would you CBT at home or somewhere else? Is there a dream place for you?

nobody that i knew in my life i want to witness it good or bad when im dead

for good (obvious reaons) and for bad (feeling like they won over me)

 

[m3i906]

A dream place of mine is an expansive forest. In reality, I'll probably be closer to home than not. There's this abandoned underground room that has a glass wall which has view of my pool underwater; I'll go there when I ctb. It'll take enough time for people not to notice me:)