New Member
Dec 14, 2020
Hi everyone, I’ve been clinically depressed for over a decade now, and in my mid twenties. I’ve attempted to CTB thrice now, the last one this February, coming real close with SN. I’ve been trying really hard to live on, taking medication and not putting pressure on myself since then.
My partner of almost two years suggested marriage a few months ago. We’re really seriously considering it and are “officially” engaged. We love each other and he knows everything about my mental health, and wants to help and take care of me better.
I’m grateful for him, and love him very much. But at the same time I don’t know if it’s a good idea for him to marry me (I’m a woman) when I am still suicidal. Do you think it’s moral? Or I shouldn’t doom him to my life? Have you had experiences with lovers or spouses regarding suicidal tendencies?