Suicidal Thoughts and Identity Disorders

[TheCallOfTheStars]

I have OSDD-1b and want to revisit my therapist about it. The problem is, money is tight and the therapist is expensive. I always feel hopelessly suicidal as one alter and when I switch to another, I suddenly feel either indifferent about death or afraid of it, only to switch back to the hopelessly suicidal alter later. I'm wondering if anyone else suffers from identity disorders and suffers from the same internal conflicts about suicide and death that I do.

 

[Pale_Rider]

I do. Best I can say from past work with a therapist the want to suicide isn't Unanimous. That's when I had a good therapist. I've been stuck with somebody who believes it's so rare they will never see it. Har har.