Sleeper System
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- May 5, 2022
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I haven't been feeling all that depressed lately.
I know that's a big mistake and i'm setting myself up.
Distracted by work and life, it's easy to forget reality.
I don't really want to live anymore. I'm just wasting time.
Dying isn't an option for me right now, though.
I have unfinished business in this life, unfortunately.
Thus, the cycle of pointless repetition continues.
Work, eat, sleep, repeat. Another modern slave dilemma.
Real relationships are out the window too.
How could I love someone when I don't even love ME?
I'm man enough to admit that I have nothing to offer.
Still, im defeated by any kindness shown to me.
I guess that's the curse of the broken. Forever alone.
Guess i'll just keep this facade up until I can't anymore.
One day i'll blink and i'll be on my death bed.
Just hope I don't suddenly beg to keep living.
What a spineless & contradicting thing to feel in the end.
Venting complete. Sleep to follow. Thanks for reading.
I know that's a big mistake and i'm setting myself up.
Distracted by work and life, it's easy to forget reality.
I don't really want to live anymore. I'm just wasting time.
Dying isn't an option for me right now, though.
I have unfinished business in this life, unfortunately.
Thus, the cycle of pointless repetition continues.
Work, eat, sleep, repeat. Another modern slave dilemma.
Real relationships are out the window too.
How could I love someone when I don't even love ME?
I'm man enough to admit that I have nothing to offer.
Still, im defeated by any kindness shown to me.
I guess that's the curse of the broken. Forever alone.
Guess i'll just keep this facade up until I can't anymore.
One day i'll blink and i'll be on my death bed.
Just hope I don't suddenly beg to keep living.
What a spineless & contradicting thing to feel in the end.
Venting complete. Sleep to follow. Thanks for reading.
