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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

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I was stopped by a train today... and I wanted nothing more than to just get out of my car and put my neck on the rail. So many people were around and I realized how much such a action would scar the people who were also waiting...

Just imagining my head rolling around on the ground...
Choo... choo...
 
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aRose

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Jan 18, 2026
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Your head likely wouldn't roll much lol i also have this thought multiple times a day as i live near 2 different tracks - one freight and one commuter.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Your head likely wouldn't roll much lol i also have this thought multiple times a day as i live near 2 different tracks - one freight and one commuter.
It would be kinda funny... my brain is often over dramatic
 
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Same. I keep having this maladaptive day dream that I call my ex to fix the toilet or something and he finds me dressed to the nines with a gun to my head in the driveway and I off myself in front of him with a big smile on my face.

Never gonna happen but damn it would be a fun way to do it.
… train is moving by right now…
This may be a good (or bad?) song but I've always loved it since I was a teenager. It's stuck in my head often these days
 
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