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valentineisbackyall
Forever Alone
- Jun 2, 2024
- 20
I remember when I was first diagnosed with depression 21 years ago. I read up on symptoms of depression and found myself thinking that it would never be me who couldn't find the will to shower and brush my teeth and put on deodorant and a full face of makeup every single day.
I'm almost 41 now. I just took my second shower in a month. I don't know if my refusal to take care of myself means I'm that much closer to ending it or that I was truly that naive as a teenager to think it wouldn't hit me as hard.
Fuck my life. I wish I could just die.
I'm almost 41 now. I just took my second shower in a month. I don't know if my refusal to take care of myself means I'm that much closer to ending it or that I was truly that naive as a teenager to think it wouldn't hit me as hard.
Fuck my life. I wish I could just die.