Discussion Suddenly feeling suicidal

[kippers0501]

Does anyone else suddenly feel suicidal completely out the blue. I was a bit off yesterday but today I just woke up completely crippled with anxiety and overwhelming panic. I suffer from the worst nightmares imaginable and had one of them last night and as they day has gone on I just have this overwhelming urge to kill myself. It's not the first time it's happened but the feelings of suicide come on so quickly now and after a few days they fade. There is no build up it's like something just snaps in my head.
I'm being treated for depression just now and I'm a single mum to two teenagers. I have been hospitalised before for attempting suicide but I felt that was my decision, I don't feel I have any control over how I feel just now. Just wondering if anyone else feels the same.

 

[NeverEndingPain]

Does anyone else suddenly feel suicidal completely out the blue. I was a bit off yesterday but today I just woke up completely crippled with anxiety and overwhelming panic. I suffer from the worst nightmares imaginable and had one of them last night and as they day has gone on I just have this overwhelming urge to kill myself. It's not the first time it's happened but the feelings of suicide come on so quickly now and after a few days they fade. There is no build up it's like something just snaps in my head.
I'm being treated for depression just now and I'm a single mum to two teenagers. I have been hospitalised before for attempting suicide but I felt that was my decision, I don't feel I have any control over how I feel just now. Just wondering if anyone else feels the same.

I am feeling this too. I can't take this feeling of panic / anxiety/ depression any longer. I'm a single mom too. My kids are with family members right now because I am not able to care for them in my condition

 

[Suicideorgy]

Same, not a mom tho. I feel my mental state is just getting worse and worse. Nothing I can do about it though i've tried everything I can afford. Other things like therapy and doctors are out of my price range. The anxiety is crippling me.