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BurningLights
He killed himself with his own mind
- Jul 2, 2018
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So ive pretty much decided on hanging, but thought I'd see if I could get the carotid out of curiousity. I only used a neck warmer, was in the kitchen, folded it up so it was pretty rope like, twisted it once and pulled hard with each hand.
Well I think I certainly hit the carotid, only after about 5 seconds I felt myself disappearing, let go, then kinda had a a mini 'seizure'. Was stood up at the time, after I let go, my body started jerking, I could kind of see what was going on, I felt very confused inside my head, almost having normal thoughts, but barely realising that was fitting, I didn't fall to the floor, but I certainly had no control over what was happening.
I guess you will really know if you manage to get the carotid or not.
Well I think I certainly hit the carotid, only after about 5 seconds I felt myself disappearing, let go, then kinda had a a mini 'seizure'. Was stood up at the time, after I let go, my body started jerking, I could kind of see what was going on, I felt very confused inside my head, almost having normal thoughts, but barely realising that was fitting, I didn't fall to the floor, but I certainly had no control over what was happening.
I guess you will really know if you manage to get the carotid or not.